Losing my virginity to my guardian (trainner)

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It's a story about how I lose my virginity to my guardian and later my trainner to my new BDSM life.

Sitting today at my New Master 's house, I recall my life from being a restless kid to a slave of my Master ..... 

I was a (result of unwanted pregnancy) unwanted troublesome kid, and so my biological parents to keep me away from them, I was sent to boaring school much earlier than others, they even donate extra for it and they hardly got me home, or better never on holidays after that.

I had a legal guardia(my trainer), who I mostly stayed. 

It's was the first week of the winter holidays, I was home with him, I was a young teen then. I enjoy his company, I was free to watch anything on tv with him, and read magazines of his special collection.

He would bring me various toys (specially those vibrate). He would hug me a lot that also felt me special, and crease my bum and let me sit on his lap and we would watch movies together for hours.

I love to spend time with him, and we would sleep together, but all this was only allowed if I do whatever he says. So I was very obidient to him(only) otherwise I was a teen who mostly spent her days in detaintions or in principle 's office . My grads where not good, I use to repeat my years, I miss class n spend my time with some senior boys mostly, But due to heavy donations every year my school and later in uni, I was never expelled. 

I was watching TV I saw young women with big boob naked kissing men and hugging, each others. My sir(I use to call him Sir, I don't remember from when) also started to crease my back, and asked if  I want a hug like that, I was so happy and immediately jump to him, but he said "look those women they are all naked you to have to" . Without thinking I undress,he also did the same and put me on his lap ad gave me a tight hug, and a kiss on my lip, and slowly entered his tongue in mouth, 

I was first supprised, but he told me "you'r a big girl now so now on he will treat me like one" , i obey him, and gradually I love it, his hand move all over my tiny body and, I feel so good and was leaking down there, I thought i must have to pee, and try to get down, but he grip me and said its not pee, it's proof that am a big girl now, he parted my leg and slowly touch my pussy, I was embarrassed and was red can't look at him, and try to cover my cat. 

With his other strong hands he removes my hand and tug the booth above my head. it was a 

New sensation for me, then he parted my pusy lips and enter his thick finger, "ohh, my god you really are big girl now and inserted another finger and scoop out some of my juice and kicked it," so sweet! ", "I think you are more than ready to go next step to me a woman now, do u want to? Iwas more than happy to say anything and I nod yes with a giggle.

He changed  the channel and now there was a woman with huge boob was sucking on the man's pee pee. He tell me to be a good beautiful woman I need to follow him and do as the woman did, thou it was not totally new, I had kissed Sir's pee pee before for candy and toys but it was new she was sucking it hard, 

Sir, guide me on it and said, becoming a woman is not easy, it's mostly painful, "R u Ready? onec we start there is no going back, I nodded yes readly. and brought out his mangun, it was huge as long as my arm and thick , than usual he grip my hair and pushed me on floor I kneel down and he pushed it in mouth, he forced it hard, I was breathless, he took it out and shove it even deeper and started to fuck my throat tears started to roll down from my eys. To Sir's surprise, "he said look at you, so beautiful and a natural cocksucker, u almost have no gag reflex, you are God gifted, I will train you to a beautiful woman."

Hearing it I felt proud and happy, and can hear screaming from the tv now, he removed this cock and turn me in so that I was able to look at the TV,

Before I can say a word he shoved it again and this time more deeper that I had to stop it with my hands, he slapped me hard, and took my hands behind, he was furiously fucking my throat, like nothing. It was so hard to breathe,

And was sobbing.. Sir said, ur being naughty you need punishment, and he takes out his cock, and went to kitchen, I was crying and coughing. He return with a rope and tied my hands behind, then place some cousion on floor and lay me down that my hips where on the cushion bit higher than then my rest of the body, Then he laid on me his cock was resting below my pusy, He said, it will be painful but after this you will be women and he shove his cock into my pusy, it was very wet from earlier foreplay, but he was too large for my tiny pussy, I screamed, which I think made him more excited and he didn't stopped, he even pushed harder and the pain was excruciating, I started to cry and said I don't want to do it....

But it was too late he said, he was fucking me hard, every thrust was unbearable and I screamed hard, so he stuff my mouth with my panty from the floor , and then he started to suck and bite hard on my just developing tender boobs, I felt so much pain but there was sweet pleasure in it to. My pussy was red and raw but in a good way. He then took my limp legs up and fold them to my chest and press them against, now he was penetrating deeper, he was like fucking my cervix. Tears rolling down my eyes and I can't think of anything but pain, pure pain 

His was chrushin with his weight, his suckling made my nipples sore, but it was not want stopped him there, he was biting my nipple, real hard, I can't think which pain was more, 

after like 40  minutes of pain, he started to fuck me harder than the woman on the tv, and I can feel a hot flush in my womb, and he slowly took out his cock. It was dripping with his white cum and my blood, but he didn't stop there, he put another cushion behind my back so I was a bit higher so no cum can escape and bring his cock to my mouth to clean, I hesitant first but a tight slap was enough to obey his orders, I suck him clean, and it tastes pretty good. While he said, I have to learn a lot, and warn me never to disobey him ever,......

And then he bring out a cock shape toy and shove it in my pusy, so that his juice must me Intact which will make me a woman fast and give me big boobs.

I was so tired and exhausted I lay there on the floor and cried a lot, Sir took out my panty from my mouth and order me to stand, with my all I tried but I can't, he rained me with some really hard slaps on my face, so hard that I can taste blood. Ii stopped crying, stood up hands behind my back tied hard, dildo in pusy, Sir looked and me and said "ur going to be a pretty woman, and will make men happy no doubt, but u need to be disciplined. I was in a trance state, can't understand what he meant but his words and his hands over my body was making me feel good. 

That night I was fucked 5 more times, I too lost my ass that night,(if want to know. please let me know) and my life changed for ever,

Today I am a full grown woman, 5feet 4inch with 38fff boob, a beautiful collar around my neck, sitting and recalling my first time, still I get wet from it💋❤️❤️❤️❤️.