Novella
Chapter 8 of 9
The contrast of the box hits me as soon as we cross the threshold. The walls are adorned with pastel colors, decorated with childlike patterns, with soft cushions scattered everywhere, like in a little girl's room. This sweet and innocent decor only amplifies the discomfort growing within me. The idea that this place could be the stage for what's to come turns my stomach.
The executives close the door behind us, and I watch as they position themselves on either side of the room. One of them adjusts a discreetly placed camera on a shelf, his smile widening in a way that sends chills down my spine. The other executive picks up a tablet and seems to check settings, their attention focused on the screen. My heart races, anxiety freezing me in place. A cold shiver runs through me at the thought that this scene might go viral, a sordid spectacle shared and commented on across networks, my obscene performance captured and broadcast without limits.
But without warning, Clara moves towards me. Her movements are slow, almost caressing, and I remain frozen, caught off guard by this unexpected turn. She gets closer, her eyes locked with mine, before pressing her body against mine with a gentleness that completely disarms me. She rubs her face against my neck, her warm breath mingling with my ragged breathing. I shiver as I feel her lips brush my skin, hesitant, almost hesitant. Then, slowly, she begins to plant a series of kisses.
The first kiss, light as a feather, lands on my neck. It's followed by another, just below my ear, each contact sending electric waves through my body. Clara continues, her lips grazing my skin, sliding along my cheek, a delicate kiss landing there before slowly moving to my chin. She takes her time, each movement calculated, her gestures sensual and tender.
My heart races as she reaches the corner of my mouth, her kisses tracing a path of fire and velvet. When she finally brushes my lips, it's with exquisite tenderness, a barely perceptible touch but charged with unexpected intensity. Her lips brush mine, hesitant, before gently settling. The kiss is tender, almost chaste, but it carries a promise, an unexpected bond weaving between us, leaving me both troubled and strangely at peace.
Clara continues to kiss me, each kiss seeming more tender than the last. Her gentleness envelops me, and despite the fear, I feel something within me relax. It's an almost unreal moment, a suspended instant, far from the cruelty of the world around us. My heart, initially hesitant, is gently drawn by this unexpected tenderness. I close my eyes and, timidly, I return her kiss, my lips brushing hers with a delicate hesitation. Feeling her response gives me courage, and gradually, our breaths mingle in a silent dance, as if, for a brief moment, we could forget everything else.
Each kiss from Clara soothes my fear a bit more, as if the cruel world of this room fades away little by little. But a part of me remains alert, aware that this gentleness is fragile, fleeting, ready to shatter at the slightest intrusion.
An executive approaches, breaking the fragile intimacy we had built. His hypocritical smile widens as he watches our exchange. "How romantic..." His voice drips with false kindness, and I feel a shiver of disgust run down my spine. With one hand, he caresses Clara's buttocks, his gaze gleaming with unhealthy desire. She flinches but remains still, resigned. "And now, let's get to the serious business," he continues, his tone dripping with cruel amusement. In his other hand, he holds an elongated object, a double dildo, which he swings slightly before us. "You see this? I'm sure you know how to use it without instructions." His gaze shifts from Clara to me, savoring our palpable discomfort.
The executive turns to me, a hypocritical smile plastered on his face. "Don't be shy, my little one. Clara needs you to feel really good." He extends the double dildo towards us as if offering an invaluable gift. The toy looks grotesque in his hands, an obscene provocation against the intimacy Clara and I were building.
"I want to see passion, tenderness... Let's make a real spectacle." His voice drips with irony, each word a slap against our nascent complicity. My stomach knots, disgust and panic intertwining, paralyzing my actions. How could I do this? In front of these eager, mocking gazes, turning this sweet moment into something sordid?
But before terror engulfs me, Clara moves forward gently. She takes the toy into her mouth and places it delicately between her lips, her eyes locked with mine. Her tongue slides slowly along the toy, each movement measured, her gestures conveying feigned sensuality, an elaborate choreography to divert the executives' attention. She silently guides me, her gaze pleading for me to follow her pace, not to resist.
I understand what she's trying to do. She's sparing me from even greater humiliation, preventing me from losing what little dignity I have left. Resigned and trembling, I lean towards her, my lips hesitating to touch the other end of the double dildo already held by Clara. I can still see the trace of her lips on the silicone, and I shiver at the idea of this shared, forced but strangely intimate contact. Clara doesn't take her eyes off me, silently encouraging me, and I feel something within me give way, a barrier breaking under the weight of her gaze. Slowly, I take the other end in my mouth, our lips separated only by this vulgar toy, our breaths mingling, creating an incongruous and disturbing connection.
The silence of the room is broken by the wet sounds of our lips against the silicone of the toy. Each suck, each movement is amplified, resounding in this enclosed space like a perverse symphony. Our breaths mingle, interspersed with muffled moans, wet and soft sounds escaping from our mouths. I hear the slight clicking of our teeth against the plastic, a constant reminder of the degrading situation we're in. Despite the discomfort, I'm strangely aware of the synchronization of our movements, of how we explore this object together, timid and hesitant, like two children discovering a cruel game for the first time.
I feel an oppressive hand push my head, forcing me further onto the toy. His grip is firm, his intention clear: to push us beyond our limits. The double dildo goes deeper, each additional centimeter triggering waves of nausea and anxiety. Then he grabs Clara's hair, synchronizing our forced movements.
"Come on, girls, I want to see your lips touch for a passionate kiss." His tone, falsely encouraging, echoes like a cold blade on my skin. The distance we still have to cover before our mouths meet terrifies me. The sucking sounds become more urgent, more desperate. The ragged breaths and muffled moans form a humiliating echo, each sound amplifying my sense of shame and total helplessness.
I feel the executive's pressure increase, his fingers digging into my neck to force me to move forward even more. The double dildo goes deeper, crossing the narrow space of my mouth to reach my throat. At this point, the curvature changes, and I feel the head of the toy pressing against a point of resistance, this area where the throat muscles contract, creating a natural barrier. Each movement attempts to force past this, triggering waves of nausea and anxiety.
Despite the practice sessions we had during our university training, I've never fully overcome my gag reflex. Those lessons were meant to "prepare" us, but no method, however cynical, could have trained me for this kind of scenario. Especially since this double dildo far exceeds the standard dimensions of the "training" tools we used back then.
Clara, on her side, seems to master the mechanism perfectly. Her eyes, locked on mine, silently encourage me to follow her. She relaxes her jaw further, her movements becoming more fluid, and I see her swallow the toy completely, the head disappearing down her throat. She moves forward until her lips meet in the middle of the toy, waiting for me to join her.
I take a deep breath through my nose, trying to follow her example. The toy advances again, the head crossing the resistance barrier in my throat with a slight "pop." The sensation is both uncomfortable and suffocating. A wave of nausea overwhelms me, my throat contracting involuntarily around the object. My eyes fill with tears as I fight against the urge to pull back. The need for air becomes urgent, my breath short and choppy, and I feel trapped, unable to draw in the slightest bit of air.
Our lips finally touch around the toy, but the contact is anything but comforting. There's a sensation of oppressive pressure, each movement triggering a gag reflex I desperately try to contain. My throat tightens, my muscles tense, and pain mixes with panic. Everything within me screams to reject this intruder, but I'm forced to stay there, frozen in this ordeal, hoping it ends soon.
The executive suddenly releases the pressure on our heads, allowing us to finally pull back and catch our breath. I pull back abruptly, gasping, my lungs burning. Each breath is a struggle, an effort to fill the air deficit accumulated. Clara too, breathes heavily, her shoulders rising with the effort to recover her breath. I can almost hear her moan, her lips wet with saliva and shame.
The executive watches us, his smirk widening. "Bravo, girls. I could see all your tenderness in that sweet kiss." His voice drips with sarcasm, each word amplifying the perversion of the scene. He waves the double dildo in front of us like a trophy, then extends it again. "Now, you'll do it again, but this time, without my help." A wave of frustration rises in me. This sadist now wants us to be the instigators of our own torment, forcing us to humiliate ourselves on our own.
Clara moves forward, unperturbed, her mechanical movements betraying a cold resignation. She approaches her mouth to the toy, slipping it under her lips with frightening docility. I have no choice but to imitate her, like a carriage pulled by a locomotive.
"I want ten kisses, each perfectly executed. If either of you drops the toy, you start over from the beginning." His voice, sharp like that of an arbiter, lays out the rules of a sadistic game, trapping us further in this infernal charade.
He gives us the starting signal: "Go, let's start!" I take a deep breath, then move forward onto the toy, trying to synchronize my movements with Clara's. The dildo goes deeper, each additional centimeter tightening the noose around my throat. I feel that barrier again, that relentless point of resistance where my throat contracts, holding me on the edge of asphyxiation.
I push, tensing my whole body in a desperate effort, trying to overcome this last obstacle. Beside me, Clara seems much more at ease, her movements fluid and controlled. Our lips finally touch. Nausea rises in me, a dizzying vertigo, but I feel a bitter relief: I've managed to overcome this barrier, to surrender to this imposed act.
"One," the executive announces, his voice echoing in the room.
I slowly pull my head back, careful to keep the toy under control. When I pull back enough, I greedily inhale air, each breath still laborious, hindered by the dildo still partially lodged in my throat, compressing my breath. After another breath, I propel myself towards the center of the toy again. Clara adapts to my pace, moving forward as well. I cross that barrier once more, our lips touch again, but this time, the sensation of nausea overwhelms me almost completely. I feel the bile slowly rising from my stomach, threatening to turn everything upside down.
"Two," the executive continues, his relentless tone echoing in the air.
Under the threat of gastric explosion, I pull back quickly, my movements hurried but controlled, making sure not to release the toy. I withdraw just in time, narrowly avoiding disaster. My breathing is ragged, each inhalation burning my irritated throat. I try to calm my body's spasms, to regain some semblance of control. When I feel ready, I move forward again, like a soldier marching straight into a battlefield.
At the end of the ordeal, the reflux becomes unbearable. I struggle with all my might to contain the acidic flow rising, but a thin jet escapes through my nostrils, burning my sinuses.
"Three!" the executive shouts, laughing. "Incredible! This video is going to be legendary. I've never seen anyone expel vomit like that!" His laughter explodes in the room, echoing off the walls, while I choke with shame, trapped in this grotesque scene, my humiliation reaching new heights.
I pull back abruptly, panic overwhelming me, nearly dropping the toy. Gasping, tears in my eyes, I give Clara a look filled with distress. She returns a look mixing compassion and concern, a fragile support in this whirlwind of suffering.
"Come on, bitches! No dawdling!" the executive snaps impatiently, his voice cutting through the air like a whip.
Reluctantly, I launch myself again, pushing my limits with desperate determination, this time trying to speed up, hoping that speed would lessen the horror. Our lips crash together, the contact forced and abrupt, and almost immediately, nausea overwhelms me, uncontrollable. My head is thrown back, my body arching despite myself, as the vomit, pressed by the violence of the reflux, finds its way through the gaps in my throat, gushing out through my nose and mouth.
The toy slips from my lips, a violent shudder runs through me, triggering another wave of bile. An acidic stream splashes the floor, forming a puddle of gray, mushy substance – the same bland, pasty mass I was forced to eat earlier. The contrast between this nutritious substance, symbolizing humiliating docility, and its brutal expulsion strikes me as a cruel reminder of my powerlessness. Nausea still grips me, my limbs tremble, and I struggle not to collapse in the face of this absolute degradation.
I breathe in fits and starts, each inhalation feeding my anxiety further. My tears blur my vision, and the unbearable burning in my throat and nostrils paralyzes me. Frozen in this sitting posture, muscles tensed by residual panic, I stare blankly at the disgusting puddle spread before me. My heart pounds, resonating in my chest like an uncontrollable hammer. One thought loops in my mind: let this hell end, let this nightmare be over, no matter how.
The executives burst into laughter, their hilarity echoing in the box like a stab. "With this, our video could be titled: 'Zoey reinvents Pet Vibe food'." says one of them, his voice dripping with jubilant sadism.
Their laughter mixes with their cruel comments, and each word, each taunt, seems to dig deeper into my shame.
The bitter taste fills my mouth, and I mentally collapse, crushed by shame. I'm there, kneeling in this pool of disgust, my own body betraying me. I hear their laughter, their cruel comments, and something within me breaks. Panic turns into cold resignation, almost apathetic. Let them mock, what does it matter. The pain, the humiliation, everything blends into a frozen void. What do I have left to defend?
Clara approaches and presses her shoulder against mine, the warmth of her body warming my heart bruised by humiliation. I lean against her, desperately seeking support, a refuge in this madness. My tears flow silently down my face, each drop betraying the sorrow I try to contain. I surrender to this pain, finally letting my sadness be released, while her silent gestures speak where words are forbidden to me.
The executive, with a mischievous smile, leans towards Clara. "Well, Clara, since it seems you have a soft spot for Zoey, I'm sure you can accept anything from her?" He points to the disgusting puddle in front of us. "Taste a bit of her new homemade recipe. I'm sure it will be an unforgettable moment for both of you."
Clara freezes, her shoulders tense, and her gaze drifts into the void. Her lips tremble slightly, a sign of a silent battle within her. I see her wage an internal war, her breath growing heavier, each breath seeming to weigh a ton. Then, slowly, her eyes regain that flame of determination. She leans towards the puddle of vomit, her posture stiffening, as if convincing herself of what she's about to do.
But as she opens her mouth, ready to endure this ultimate humiliation, the phone of the executive at the back of the room starts to vibrate, interrupting this vile ritual. He glances at the screen before answering abruptly: "Yes, understood. We'll be right there." He puts away his phone, and I feel the air lighten, as if an invisible hand had just loosened its grip on my throat.
"They need us to deal with an urgent issue at the operation," he says to his colleague while starting to dismantle the camera. The executives quickly pack up, and I see Clara release a trembling breath, her shoulders sagging in relief. A suspended moment, an unexpected grace.
The executive near us lets out an annoyed sigh, his face twisted with frustration. "Damn, we missed the best part. It's really a bunch of losers over there." But his expression softens, and he gives us a mocking look, a smirk. "Too bad it ends like this, but don't worry, there will be other opportunities. See you later, chicks!"
Then, with chilling nonchalance, they leave the box, letting the door close behind them with a sharp click. Silence falls again, heavy and oppressive, enveloping both of us. The only sound that persists is our breathing, irregular and choppy. I remain there, motionless, muscles still tense from residual anxiety, while Clara, beside me, seems to slowly catch her breath. Without really deciding, I cuddle up against her, seeking refuge in her warmth. Feeling her there, solid and comforting, soothes some of the chaos within me. I murmur in a trembling voice, full of tenderness and gratitude: "Thank you." Such a simple word, yet in this suspended moment, it carries all the weight of my gratitude, all the relief of knowing that, even in this hell, I'm not totally alone.
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