Deep Down in the Depths of Servitude

When the paths of a strong and practiced BDSM Dominant and an adventurous and willing but green submissive collide, the result can be a fantastic and wild playdate, but it can also turn into a challenging, risky, and reckless one. Some would call what I allowed to be done to me as outright stupid. They are probably right. What follows is a journal transcribed into story style that details a five-day ‘submissive rental’ from my part-time best friend, part-time master aka Sir Michael to his BDSM Dominant buddy, DR. D in Vegas in late October 2024.

It is the third time I have had strict bondage and sexual abuse encounters with DR. D. What occurred to me is all true and real, this is not a fictional story or an exaggeration of the events. My anonymity, along with his and his friends, is provided for in a detailed contract agreement we have signed. Another of the many contract requirements is that I must keep a journal capturing written descriptions and my reactions to what occurred and then provide them to on-line BDSM publications. My forced telling to the public about the activities amuses DR. D and Sir Michael, shames and mortifies me, which I believe is their intent and the root of their pleasure.

On three previous occasions I have served as a BDSM submissive. I only take on a submissive lifestyle when invited to play, be it with Sir Michael or with DR. D and his like-minded friends. In between these intense playdates my normal personality is as a competitive, ambitious, driven, and stressed straight male business executive. Roleplaying as a submissive gives me immense relief from my normal fast-paced world. DR. D, Sir Micheal and their friends involved are gay. As I have indicated, I am not, but I have a kink where I get off being bound and then forced to be used sexually. While I would prefer to have heterosexual bondage interrelations, I am happily married to someone that doesn’t enjoy it so that option is not viable.

When I choose to act out my submissive role, I belong to Sir Michael. There is now a clause in our Dom/sub contract that allows him to rent me to other Dominants of his choice. This is the second time I am being leased out, and both times have been to DR. D. I have been rented this time for a specific but unclear purpose. All that I really knew was that DR. D was building something new for his submissive mate and he wanted to try it out on me before sharing it with him. No additional information was to be given to me until I was there. He took care of the travel arrangements and paid for my trip to his home. My only added instructions were to travel light and to fast the night before and the day of my trip. Drinking water, however, was encouraged. I admit this secrecy stirred my eagerness for the visit.