Caitlin's Conditioning

Dear reader, if you are looking for a quick story to get off on, sorry this is not it. Instead I ask you to consider the characters’ points of view. For Caitlin she begins her journey thinking she has control over a situation and comes to find that may not be as true as she once thought. For Matt, he is given a power that for some they might not be able to control. I would be very interested in hearing from you and hearing your thoughts. When I write stories I seldom know where the story is going.  I simply allow the story to unfold before me and scramble to get it written down. This is one of those stories. DataSado@yahoo.com

CAITLIN’S CONDITIONING

Part One

One

“Matt.  I need your help with a project.”  Caitlin caught Matt in the library.  She was wearing her usual drab outfit, jeans and an oversized t-shirt.  Matt knew she had a nice body hiding underneath and wondered not for the first time why she always hid it.

“Okay, Cait.  I’ll bite what help could you need from me?”  Both knew she was the one studying for a doctorate in Psychology.  He was just her for the computer science courses, but they had been friends for years so they tried to help each other when they could.

“You’ve heard of Pavlov’s and conditioning?”

“Sure.  You ring a bell and the dog comes to get food.”

“Great.  I’m doing a long-term project on conditioning and I need help.”

“So, you want to teach me to how to be a dog?”

“Nope.  Actually, I want you to condition me.”

Matt considered that statement for a hot minute and then finally replied without the smart quip he had in mind. “So what are the parameters?”

“Well, as you might know, there are three parts to this.  The trigger, behavior and then reward/punishment.” She sat down at the table and took on that serious look she got when she was truly inspired. “I want you to train me to do several tasks on command.”

“Okay but, and don’t take this wrong, you are not a dog.”

“Gee thanks!”  She smiled and did a light punch to his shoulder to show she was not mad. “The triggers need to be nonverbal and the response needs to be immediate and without thought. For the experiment to be considered a success.”

“Alright I can buy off on that.  What did you have in mind for the punishment/reward phase?”

“So when training dogs you have to keep in mind the short attention span.  So the reward/punishment needs to be immediate.  I think that for a human that can be a bit delayed.”

Matt considered for a bit and then said. “I disagree.  Maybe the reward can be delayed, but the punishment needs to be instantly.  Since you want the behavior to also be instantly.”

“What do you have in mind?” 

“A shock collar.”

“I don’t think….”  Caitlin stopped herself from finishing and considered it fully.  “I see where you are going.  I may not like it but I get it.  The punishment has to be a real punishment and immediate.”

“Exactly.  If the punishment was say for example a simple slap on the hand then there wouldn’t be enough deterrent to avoid it.  Likewise, if say the punishment was a sever caning but not until the end of the day then your behavior would also be delayed.”

“There are still problems with a shock collar.  What’s to stop me from taking if off to avoid the punishment when I don’t feel like playing.”

“Easy.  I lock it on.”

“Hmmm.”  Caitlin didn’t look sold on the idea.

“I think you have to have trust in the person that they won’t try to fry your neck.”

“I was thinking about what happens when I want to take a shower.”

“Okay.. I have a few ideas there and I need to do some research.”

“Moving on.  I need to be trained to do many tasks spontaneously. I think the tasks should also be things I either would not normally do or even things I don’t want to do.  This is to prove that the training can be done.”

“Maybe we should discuss limits before you start this endeavor.”

“Well I trust that you can use some commonsense and not have me kill myself or anyone else.  And no making me get tattoos or such.  But after that you need to be creative and find things.”

“That’s a lot of trust Cait.”

“Well I have known you since we were toddlers.”

“Point.”  Matt smiled.  He was getting a few ideas already. “So, when do we start this project and how long do we get?”

 “Since I plan to use this for part of my thesis, I have a few years to devote to it.  So, no rush but I want to get started as soon as I can.”

“Good let me do some research of my own and I’ll get back with you in a couple of days.”

It was a week and a half when Caitlin was invited over to Matt’s for the first session.

“I have two collars.  One will be charging while the other one is locked on you.  That way I always have a fully charged collar to work with.”  Matt showed her the two matching steel collars. The looked mostly identical save that one had a red line and the other a blue line.  The electronic portion was encased in a protected metal box that was on the outer edge of the collar.  The inside of that box had some kind of coating and only two small metal pins stuck out.  There was an access port that had a rubber boot over it to provide water protection.  On the side was a hinge and opposite that was the locking mechanism. 

Caitlin lifted her hair up out of the way so that he could put the collar on before she changed her mind. “How long does the battery last?”

“It depends on how much it gets used.  The more shocks the less time it will last.  But even at that it should be good for a few days of bad behavior and a week or two it you’re good.”

“What if I need to take it off?”

“Then you need to give me a valid reason for it and we go from there.

“But I mean what if it starts going crazy and I get constantly shocked?”

“The device only works in pulse mode.  I can’t for example just hold it down to give a longer shock.”  Matt showed her the app on his phone.  I could have opted for that option but I’m not out to kill you as you say.”

Caitlin couldn’t stop fiddling with the collar and was starting to have a lot of second thoughts about this.  “What about the rewards part?”

“I gave that some thought as well.  Tying your rewards to food or money is just a bad idea.  I think the rewards needs to be small for doing as you’re expected to and maybe a bigger reward once you achieve the actual goals.”

“Damn.  That was my thought too, but I was kinda hoping.”

“Ready to start?”

“No.  But yes.”

“Good.  Here’s the first trigger.”  He tapped a button on the phone and a quiet tone sounded close to her ear.  There was a small waterproof speaker set in the collar along with the transmitter/receiver and a microcomputer.  Matt was proud that he managed to make it all fit and work right. “When you hear that you need to bark three times like a dog.”

“You’re kidding right?”

Matt tapped the bark icon and the tone sounded again.

Caitlin smirked at him with a ‘Nope not gonna do that shit” look. Then she screamed.  “OW!  What the fuck Matt?”  Her had automatically reaching for where she just got shocked.

“Yup the first command is going to be the hardest.  Let’s try this again.”  He tapped the icon again and rest his finger over the shock icon.

Caitlin knew he wasn’t afraid to shock her and damn if that didn’t hurt like all fucking hell. “Bark, bark, bark.”

“Better Cait.  But You need to put more effort into it.  Show that you really are trying to back like a dog.”  He tapped the back icon again.

Caitlin suddenly realized this was a bad idea.  She was about to say something but saw his finger hovering over the shock button and quickly began barking.  This time she showed much more enthusiasm.

“The collar is set up to connect to the Internet wherever if can and in whatever way it needs to.  That means that for all practical purposes I can control you from anywhere while you are anywhere.”

“What?  What do you mean anywhere?”

“Well my dear Caitlin.  I did a bit of studying myself on Pavlov’s conditioning.  If you only get a tone when you are say, here, then that’s not really training you to behave is it?”

“I thought this was my thesis?”

“It is.  I just want you to have the best data you can.”

“So, what is the next command?

“Nothing yet.  You need to get used to the first command first.”

“Okay.  I guess I can see that.  That shock really hurts though.  Can’t you turn it down some?”

“You mean like make it so that it’s more like a slap on the hand?”

“Damn I see your point.”  She tried again to rub the spot where she got shocked, but the collar was in the way.”

The whole next week was crazy for Caitlin.  Apparently, the collar had a mic as well so that Matt knew if she did her behavior or not.  He would randomly send a tone out to her several times a day.  Somehow, he was managing to get her when she was mostly alone. But he did catch her one time talking to one of her girlfriends.  Shelly cocked her head to the side as Caitlin immediately began to bark.  Caitlin had been shocked a dozen times by now and was finally learning to simply do as she was told.  “Sorry Shelly.  I’m working on a Psychology project.  It involves a bit of unusual behavior.”

“I was just thinking how much you actually sound like my dog at home.”  Laughed Shelly.  Caitlin turned beet red with humiliation.

When she did bark right away there was no shock, and some of the times, she got to hear Matt whisper in her ear. “Good girl.”  Caitlin knew that hearing him say that was part of the training, but she found that she really started looking forward to hearing him say it.  The other thing she noticed was that She was barking without thinking nearly as much as when it first started.

“Ready for the next item?”  Matt asked innocently.

“I don’t know.  This is kind of crazy already.”

“Well I think you have about mastered the first command. Let’s move to the next.  Listen to this sound.” She heard a thump sound.  Not loud but enough for her to hear. HE pressed the sound again to be sure she heard it. “When you hear this, I want you to get in a kneeling position.  Knees apart slightly and hands on your thighs.  You will stay like that until you here this.”  She heard a thump, thump.

“One for sown and two for up.  Got it.”  Caitlin realized that had he started with that task she very well might have said no all together and ended it but now she was more than willing to do the new task.

Thump.  Caitlin got down on her knees and placed her hands on her thighs as she was instructed. Barely after she got down, she heard the thump, thump. And got back up.

“Good.  Now I want you to work on doing the task faster and opening your legs a bit more.”

He took her through the exercise several times before he said she was on her own to obey now.  He pressed the icon for bark.

“Bark, bark, bark.”  She responded immediately. 

“See you thought that I was going to have you kneel again, but your subconscious took over and you barked instead.” 

Caitlin was a little confused.  She did expect to kneel and even started to, but she heard herself barking.  That stopped her from finishing the move to the floor.  Holy crap was this actually working? “Okay that is just creepy.” She mused.

Thump.  She got down to her knees but before she was in place received a shock. “Hey! I was doing what you wanted!”

“You were thinking too hard about it. Stop thinking just do.  Hang on I’ll be back in a sec.  think about what I’m saying.”  Matt turned and walked out of the room.

Caitlin began to stand up to be ready to perform again when she felt the shock hit her. “What?”  She was nearly in tears now.

“Oh yeah.  You need to stay until you are released.”

“Oh fuck this.”

“Give up already?”

Caitlin knew she was being baited but still she asked him to do this and knew wouldn’t be easy all of the time. “No.”  she said resignedly.  “I asked for this, I need to finish this.”

“And as I recall, you said the conditioning needed to be things you didn’t want to do for it to be a successful test.”

“Just one question though.  You were in the other room.  How did you know I got up?”

“Motion sensor.”  He smiled a rather wicked smile.  “Once the Kneel Icon is pressed and you settle into your position, if you move again it will automatically shock you.”

“That’s ahem… Evil!  Genius but evil.”

Thump, thump. Caitlin got back up to feet only to get shocked yet again.

“Now now.  You need to not think things through when you get a nonverbal command.  So the double tone means up on your feet. NOW.”

For another hour, Matt had her run though barking and kneeling and standing until he felt satisfied that she was doing more responding and less reacting.  Caitlin however was simply getting tired and was ready to call it a day. “Please Matt.  I’m exhausted.  Can we take a break?”

“I do see that you are tired.  You think less when you’re tired though. However, I am too.  I’m calling this a night.” Matt saw the look of fear in her face for a minute when she thought he was going to keep going.  He had to admit that he was beginning to like the control over her.

The next day Caitlin was in the shower and hear the thump.  She immediately assumed the kneeling position she learned laboriously the night before.  The water was hitting her in the face but she dare not move.  Then she heard the bark tone. “Bark, bark, bark.” She knew she moved but was it enough to set off the motion sensor and shock her?  But no shock came. After a full three minutes she heard the thump, thump. She quickly rose up and finished her shower. As she got dressed for the day she wondered what new surprises Matt had in store for her.

As she arrived in the University parking lot she hear the tone for bark. “Bark, bark, bark.”  Shit. She thought to herself it might be working a bit too good. As she opened the door it sounded again. “Bark, bark, bark.”  As she looked around there was a girl that looked her way and just smiled at her.  ‘I wonder what she thinks I’m doing.’  Caitlin thought to herself.

Then the unthinkable. Just as she was out of the car. Thump.  She immediately knelt down and thought to herself. “I might just kill Matt.’  She held still as the time crept by. Two minutes became four minutes became five before she heard the thump, thump. She popped up quickly and looked around to see who might be laughing at her.  No one fortunately.  Class might be scary today.

Matt had timed it so that he was in the parking lot before Caitlin arrived.  He also made it a point to be in a position where he could see everything.  Knowing where she likes to park also helps.  He teased her a bit in the lot but decided to let her have the day free. For the most part anyway.  At lunch time he sent the bark command.

That night he asked her to come over so he could swap out the collars again.  She tried to tell him that she had a ton of homework and could she come the next night? Matt almost gave in but decided that he needed to stay consistent.  “No.  you need to be here by 7pm.”

Caitlin considered the statement and knew that failure to obey might mean a shock.  She was coming to truly loathe being shocked.  In fact, she would much rather do most anything than get shocked more. “Yes Sir.  I will be there before 7pm.” Where did the Sir come from?  Oh well.  She looked at the clock decided she had time to get started on some of her work.  Fearing being late she set an alarm that would have her out the door in time to be at Matt’s by 6:30.

Caitlin stood outside of Matt’s door.  She really did have homework, and this was an interruption she hoped was worth it. She rang the doorbell and then heard the bark tone. “Bark, bark, bark” It was out before she even had time to consider what was happening.

“Hello Puppy.  Are you lost?”  Teased Matt.  He stood aside so the less than happy Caitlin could come in.

Stepping in hoped this would go quickly so she could get back to studying. “Matt I really do have work to get done.”

“Ah yes all work and no play makes for a boring puppy.”  He showed her into his living room and offered her a seat on an amazingly comfortable couch. Caitlin absently wondered how nice if might feel to get fucked on this couch.  Mentally shaking her head, she brought herself back to reality.

“Listen.”  Matt played a beep, beep, beep sound.  “That means you need to either swap your collar or plug it in to be recharged.”

“Uh huh.  And if I ignore it then the things runs out of power and can’t hurt me anymore right?”

“Not exactly.  I meant to tell you this before.  When the charge falls below 30% it gives that warning beep.  At 20% it gives three shocks. At 10% it gives 3 more but at 5% it will start shocking every 20 seconds until it is hooked up to power.  I calculated that to be close to 100 shocks.”

If she had been standing, she would have fell.  As it was, she felt sick to her stomach. “”100 shocks?!”  She managed to not actually cry. One shock was enough to correct behavior, but that many might physically damage her. “Matt!  You need to get this off me right now!”

“Let me say this first and if you still want it off then by all means we can end this experiment and call it a wash.” Matt took a seat near her and waited for a second or two before proceeding assuming her silence to be permission to continue. “It’s been a week now and you have not heard the beeps even once. Right?”

She nodded a bit reluctant. She was afraid to actually agree too much right now.

“Eventually though I will miss a scheduled change.  I don’t want you to be hurt.  So, but telling you about the warning system it gives you the opportunity to charge it yourself.  Also, I want to remind you that you are the one that asked for my help to keep you honest and on track with the experiment.”

“But its locked-on Matt!  How am I supposed to do anything?”

“Here.  Give me your finger.”  He showed her where the charging port was and how to open the rubber cover. “It’s the same USB-C port that you phone uses.  All you have to do is plug it into a charger and wait for 10 minutes or so.”

She hated when he did this.  She needed this.  She had already put in a lot of hours on her thesis and even began writing part of it.  The professor warned people changing up midway would make it much harder.  But more than anything she was starting to have fun with this. Well most of the time anyway. “Alright, you as always, make a convincing argument. But that can’t really be considered a conditioned response.  I mean you would need to make it actually happen a few times at least until I did it without thinking.”

“I thought about that. I think you are looking at just one type of conditioned response.  What about this example?  You are at home and you hear the smoke alarm.  You never heard it go off before, but you know that you need to look for a fire and or call 911.  And you know you can’t simply wait to see what happens.”

“Okay.  I see your point.  And I think you are right I am looking to prove a certain type of response. Regardless I do not want to be shocked multiple times but this hell spawned collar!”

“Then plug it in to a charger and you won’t have to worry.”

“Fine.  You win.  Again.  You didn’t bring me over here for that though.”

“Nope.”

Thump.  Caitlin assumed a kneeling position hands on her thighs and eyes down. She was about to consider the experiment finished since she seemed to be losing a lot of control but the second part of the test was to add a high number of triggers to see it the subconscious got confused.

“Before I tell you the next conditioned response I have for you I want to remind you that you specifically asked for things that you would not normally do or better yet did not want to do regardless but within reason.”

Caitlin responded. “Yes Sir.”  That damn Sir again.  She needed to work on that.

She heard a quiet swishing sound like fabric rustling. “Hear it?” He asked.

“Yes Sir.”  Damnit!

“When you hear that you will lift your shirt and bra exposing your breasts.  Just like Mardi Gras.”

Caitlin started to say something she would regret but the kneeling position was having a calming effect on her. She considered for a few seconds in her head what to actually say and was quite surprised when a simple “Yes Sir.” Came out.

Thump, thump.  Caitlin stood immediately. Swish.  She didn’t care so much if Matt saw her.  She had flashed him a few times in the past even. Somehow this was different. “Matt please don’t shock me yet.  I don’t think this particular conditioned response is a good idea.”

“Perhaps if I share my reasoning?”

“Your reason is you want to make me flash at inappropriate times.”  Just chided.

“If that was my reasoning I think I could find better ways than to go to the trouble of convincing you to ask me to help you with a project and then convincing you to ask for things you did not want to do.”

“Yeah no.  Still think you just want me to flash on command.”

“Alright here’s what I was thinking.  For a conditioned response to truly be valid it needs to be a response that breaks previous conditioned learning.  Girls are taught to keep their legs crossed and boobs hidden.  By having you break that taboo you are then proving that a new conditioned response can supersede a previous learned response.”

“Who’s thesis is this?”

Matt pressed the flash icon on his phone and Caitlin reluctantly exposed her tits to him. “Now there’s a very good girl!” He made it a point to not stare or make a rude comment.

Caitlin smirked and rolled her eyes.  Then she lowered her top. “OWW! What the fuck Matt?”

“Just like the kneel command you have to wait for the release command.” She heard a new swish sound but whereas the first one ended on an up note this on ended on a down note. She lowered her top half expecting the shock to happen again.

For the next hour Matt had her do a number of different responses including the new one.  He was careful to tell her that she was doing really well with her automation, even pointing out that she only received one shock the whole night. “I think you are getting the hang of not thinking about the responses.”

“Well this is kinda exciting if a bit terrifying.  Listen Matt.  I think we need to go over a few ground rules since you are going into uncharted territory.”  She said.

“Let me guess.  No making you flash in front of anyone else right?” 

“Exactly.  Matt you have to promise me you won’t humiliate me.”  She was pleading more than telling.

“So, it the only time you flash is in front of me when it’s safe then the experiment has a gap in the data.  You can’t say that you were trained to do a response regardless of a situation but only in a controlled environment.”

“You would rather I flash my tits and get kicked out of school or lose my job?”

“Nope!  But I do think you need to not over think this. Again, I remind you, you asked me…”

“Alright already!  I asked you to train me to do things I don’t want to do. I get it.” Caitlin sounded exasperated. Matt was only doing the very thing she asked him to do. And how many times has he offered to let her stop? But that would mean failure or at least having to find a new topic and start all over again. She took a deep breath and said. “Matt, I want you to take charge of my conditioning.  I fully understand that you will make me obey you and do things I will probably regret later in life, but I need this.  So, from now on I consent to non-consensual conditioning. With the stipulation that you not cause me to lose my job or get kicked out of school.” There!  She said it.

“Cait, be careful what you say.  I will hold you to it.”

“Every time I pull back you remind me what is at stake.  And I asked you to do this because I think you will be fair in this.”  She considered for a minute then blurted out. “Also, I don’t want to get pregnant.” She turned beet red at that admission.

“Aren’t you one birth control?”

She nodded, bit her lip. “Yes Sir.”  Before he could say anything else, she blurted again. “Matt, I’m really horny.  Please fuck me.” What the hell Caitlin thought to herself.  I’m turning into a sex slave.

Matt considered his words carefully before answering her.  “If we have sex then your experiment becomes invalid. You won’t be able to trust that any of the results are due to conditioning or because you want a relationship. But it does bring up the next conditioning I have planned.  I was going to wait a week or so, but you have been doing so good I think we can start tonight.”

Trying not to let her disappointment show she asked. “I probably don’t really want to know but what is next?”

“So far, all of the conditioned responses we have done are things that you can control.  I want to see if I can condition you to do things you can’t control and or stop you from doing things.”

“I don’t think I like where this is going.”

Matt played a new sound for her. It sounded like a woman in mid orgasm but barely audible. “When you hear this you will begin to become very aroused.”  Matt played another sound. This was similar to a stick across a fence ending on a “Unh.”

“You think you can train me to cum on command?”

“I think I can condition you to both cum when I allow it and not cum without permission.” Matt said with a somewhat evil smile.  “When you hear the first tone it will begin the cycle. You are free to help things along, but you need to be at the point where you could cum if allowed in just a couple of minutes.”

“So, what? I hear that and my hand goes in my pants?”

“Maybe.  Maybe you are close to a table edge and you begin to rub against it. Or you may be at home and have toys available. The choice is yours, but you need to be very close to cumming.  When you feel like you are as close as you dare you need to ask me for permission to cum.  If you get this tone…” She heard the “Unh” tone.  “Then you need to stop all stimulation and you have thirty seconds to cum. But if you hear this tone…” A very quiet buzzer sounded. “That means you have to wait until the next time I start the game and you have a chance then.”

“What if I play at home?”

“Then you are cheating.”

“Alright.  I’ll play along with this one.  I’m positive you can not condition someone to cum or not cum on command.”

“Not tonight but we will start this one soon.  However, I want you to refrain from masturbating while we are doing your conditioning.”

“Okay but I want one last session tonight before we start this for real.”

The buzzer sounded at the same time a shock hit her.  She had gone a few days now without the cursed shock. “Yes Sir, I will not masturbate tonight.”

Thump. Caitlin had barely got out of bed. She needed to pee. But found herself on her knees, back straight, palms resting on her thighs, head up but eyes down. She controlled her breathing so as to not move enough to set off the motion sensor. She remained there for several minutes before she heard the thump, thump. She quick but gracefully rose and padded into the bathroom to pee. On cue as she began to pee. She heard a single tone. “Bark, bark, bark.” Then it repeated until she had barked half a dozen times on command. Then she heard the sex sound. Damn she thought she was still on the fricking toilet. But one hand went to her breast and the other between her legs. She woke up horny, so this wasn’t that much of a stretch. She got to the edge quickly.  Matt had made her edge for him repeatedly several times a day the last week without any relief. She really wanted to cum. Almost as soon as she started, she felt she was ready to cum.  She knew Matt wanted her to be closer than where she was, so she went on.  As she got close to that no return point, she felt her hand slid away. “Please Sir, may I please cum for you?” She wasn’t sure why she said it except that she had been asking for days now and each time he rewarded her with a buzzer. She was surprised to hear the permission sound. She felt herself go over the edge without effort.  It felt delicious. But with her hands off it also felt somehow less.  But the worst part was she was still horny as fuck or perhaps even more so then when she began.

The rest of the day was quiet from Matt.  She wondered if he had gotten sidetracked on a project. She herself had two classes and then work that afternoon followed by homework for the evening. Mat of course knew her schedule and she hoped was just being nice by allowing her to get through a day.  The problem was she was having a very hard time concentrating due to her being crazy horny.  Finally, on her break between work and homework she sent him a text and asked if she could have a real orgasm. She nearly cried when the response came back as. “I gave you a free day and you want more?” Crap! I am a needy bitch today. “Sir. I am sorry for being a needy bitch but I have been so horny that I can not stay focused on anything.”

The next text was confusing at first. “Hands off!” She wasn’t cheating. But then came the arousal sound. Fuck if her pussy didn’t start dripping on its own right then. Spying the corner of the dining room table she began to rub herself against it.  She got the edge and held herself there for a minute before sending the text asking for permission. “Please Sir. I am right on the edge. May I please cum Sir?”

When she heard the buzzer, she did cry. The buzzer response was to back her down off the edge and make it impossible to cum.  This wasn’t true at first but after feeling the shocks when she didn’t come back down, her body adjusted to the anticipated pain and obeyed.

Ten minutes later the whole scene repeated almost as if on replay. It left her pissed at Matt and really needing to cum.  She started to put her hand to her pussy, but she could feel the ghosts of the shocks when she did that before and her hand refused to actually touch her pussy. Any other type of stimulation was out of the question for the same reason. She was about to lose another bet with herself that she could not be trained to not cum without permission.  But a fell week of intense reinforcement was having its effect.

Ten more minutes and he started in on her again.  When he denied her this time, she asked why he was being so mean. “You need to learn that I control your orgasms not you. When I feel you need to cum, I will make you cum. Think on that for a while.”  Thump.

She was already on the floor but repositioned herself to be on her knees and everything else picture perfect. He kept her in that position for 30 minutes.  She did take the time to reflect on life and what was actually going on here.  She realized that she had asked a man to train her to be a sex slave puppet. Worse, she was happy with the results despite the crying.  When he finally did release her, she texted him back. “Thank you Sir for the timeout.  I did not realize how much I needed that. May I go do my homework now?”

“Very good my pet.  Yes. You may do your homework and have the rest of the night to relax.  I suggest a hot bath later.”

The next couple of weeks found both Caitlin and Matt busy with life. It didn’t stop Matt from sending commands every now and then though. Caitlin had to laugh when at the drive thru she began to bark instead of giving her order. When she got to the window the girl gave her a doggie treat for her dog.

Being busy did not mean, not being horny though. Caitlin Showed up at Matts at the end of the week. She wore a nearly sheer white t-shirt and no bra with bootie shorts.  She would never have left the house like that before, but she was desperate.  She was willing to do damn near anything for a fucking orgasm.

Matt opened the door and smiled. “Come to clean my house?”

“Would you like that Sir?” She was being serious.

“It is in need to attention. But it won’t earn you an orgasm.”

“Thats fine.  I just need to be doing something and I ran out of homework.”

“Well your timing is great the guys are coming over to play some video games.”

Caitlin knew better than to tease him now about playing video games. “Where would you like me to start Sir.”

“Best to start in the living room, then move to the kitchen.”

This wasn’t what Caitlin had in mind, but she found herself happy to do the chores. The “Guys” started showing up while she was cleaning in the kitchen and Matt asked her if she minded bringing out some chips and beers. She knew she was only doing this because she was horny and needed some release from a satisfying orgasm that was not coming, but she still did as ask. After she served everyone, she started to turn to go back to the kitchen when, Thump. Down to her knees. Silent and eyes down.

Rob remarked. “Wow Caitlin. When did you get all submissive?”

Caitlin held her tongue and refused to move.  Of all the conditionings she had done so far, this one could still trip her up.

Rob looked to Matt. “Nice trick there, buddy.”

Matt smiled.  He thought that if they only knew. He kept Caitlin on her knees for a good chunk of the evening while they gamed. He would release her to wait on them and then put her back in place.

At the end of the night the guys were getting ready to leave. Thump, thump. Caitlin stood and said goodnight to them. Before they opened the door. Swish. Caitlin immediately lifted her top and help it up for the guys to get a good look. She should have been embarrassed but realized that she had no say in this and this was on Matt.

“Hey guys. Caitlin here is a bit on the horny side.”

“Yeah her nips are like diamonds.”

“Nice huh?  Look, she’s not allowed to cum right now, but I bet she would love to suck some dick.”

Caitlin stood motionless with her tits and ridiculously hard nipples on display and inwardly cursed Matt.  This was not part of the deal. Worse she wanted to suck some cock. Swash. She lowered her top.

“Would Sir like me to suck some cocks for him?” She had no idea where that came from except that she really wanted to please Matt. 

“How about it guys? Anyone interested in seeing how good she is?”  Matt looked at his friends.  He didn’t plan this but liked the direction it was heading in. The guys looked at each other and then nodded.

Caitlin took off her top and asked. “Who do I do first Sir?”

“I think Rob might like to go first.”

Caitlin dropped to her knees before Rob and fished his cock out.  She went after it like it was the best damn thing she ever had. She even surprised herself when she took him deep down her throat and managed to not throw-up. When he got close, he took a handful of hair and began to pump in and out of her mouth controlling her head. When he came it was deep down her throat and she thought she might pass out from lack of air. Mike was next.  He was more gentle and came in her face. Last was Ken. Took his time and made sure to fondle her everywhere.  She nearly came when he was rubbing her pussy but then the conditioning kicked in and she couldn’t get over the edge, despite her efforts to help him get her off. He chose to cum on her tits. She then looked at Matt. 

“Alright guys. Have a great evening. Maybe we can do this again sometime soon.”

“You know I would do you too.” She said in a tender voice.

Matt almost caved in. “I want to, but I am adamite about not messing up the experiment.”

“But making me give sexual favors to others is okay?”

“Call it appeasing your horniness.”

“That’s what you call it?  I’m hornier now that I can ever remember being Sir!”

“Well that’s part of the conditioning.  Consider that part of the rewards side.”

“When do I get to cum Sir?” Caitlin managed to sound pouty and slutty at the same time.

“Let’s test something.  Why don’t you get comfy on the bed and let’s see if I can make you cum.

Caitlin did a happy dance in her head. She got on the bed and lay back.

“Good now I want you try to cum.  Now remember you can’t actually cum without permission and if you get to close you will be shocked.  But if you can cum before I shock you then you may cum, and I won’t shock you after.”

She felt there was a deception in there somewhere but because she was so damn aroused, she couldn’t think straight.  She shrugged out of her jeans and began to rub her clit in a way she knew would get her off quickly.  She noted distractedly that Matt had sat in a chair to watch.  She felt herself building up quickly and knew that if he actually let her cum it was going to be explosive.  She kept masturbating and the feelings in her body kept growing.  She was milliseconds from exploding but couldn’t push herself over the edge.  Not stopping she went at herself harder and faster thinking she couldn’t get any closer without having that orgasm.  Yet it still eluded her.

After a few minutes of her crying while trying to cum and not being able to Matt finally whispered to her. “You have permission.  Cum for me Caitlin.”

The release was unlike anything she had ever felt before.  The orgasm radiated out from her clit to every part of her existence. She saw stars and felt a release so powerful that she was sure she was dying and being reborn.

Some time later Caitlin lay on the bed wondering how she could have that powerful of an orgasm. She noted that she was covered with the duvet and the light was turned down. She looked until she found the alarm clock and noted that it was 3am.  She never crashed like that after an orgasm. Sleep?  Usually she was up and ready to go.  Matt was no where to be seen.  She got up and padded her way to the bathroom and peed.  Her body was sore with that after an intense workout kind of soreness.  After peeing she found Matt on the couch.  He was still asleep. She considered waking him so he could go to bed, but he looked peaceful and actually comfortable, so she snuggled up to him on the couch and quickly fell back to sleep.

During the night the two had switched positions so that Matt was spooning Caitlin.  She woke to the feel of his very hard erection pressing against the small of her back.  Fuck! She thought to herself.  Horny again and a perfectly hard cock unavailable to her.  When did she turn into a nymphomaniac? She tried to get up without waking Matt.

“If I had known you plan to share a bed we could have slept in my bed.”

“Sorry.  I woke in the middle of the night and, well, ended up here.”

“No worries. I need to pee though.”

“I could help you with your other problem.”  She said coyly.

“Yes.  You could but I think I’ll suffer in favor of the experiment.”  Matt untangled himself and got up.

Caitlin sat up and stretched. Thump. She obediently fell to her knees hands on her thighs and waited. A few minutes later Matt emerged and walked past her into the kitchen.  He made coffee and breakfast.  Then he put her portion into a bowl and set it on the floor by the table then sat down himself.

Caitlin could smell the bacon and found she was actually quite hungry.  She would have made the meal and even served him had he let her. Instead she remained quietly waiting. When the thump, thump came she stood and knowing what was expected knelt down before the bowl beside the table. “Thank you Sir.” Caitlin ate her breakfast. 

After breakfast Caitlin decided she wanted to talk to Matt about the previous day. She was concerned that being asked to perform sexual acts was going past the limits.  “Matt.  I don’t want to be used sexually again like that.”  She started. “I don’t see that as part of the conditioning.”

“Hmm.” Matt frowned. “You seemed pretty eager at the time.  And you can always say no. But I get it. You want to keep some semblance of dignity. But let me ask you this. Didn’t you want to want to at the time?”

“That’s not the point.”  She wondered about that herself though.  She was incredibly horny and would have done a most anything to cum right then.

“Alright.  No more making you suck random cocks.”  He said in a profoundly serious tone.  Two seconds later, both of them started laughing.

“So, what are the plans for the day Sir?”

“Since it’s such a nice day, I thought we might go to the park.”

Caitlin knew that meant she would be the subject of intense humiliation. She also knew that attempting to say no would be fruitless. “As you Command Sir.”

Despite her reservations, the day was nice and the park did feel like it could be fun.  There were a few people here and there but it was serenely quiet and no kids around today.  The couple made their way to a partially sheltered area behind some tree and Caitlin heard the command to kneel.  She immediately went to her knees.  Hands resting on her thighs, legs apart and eyes down.  “Stay.  I want to watch you from a distance.”

Caitlin began to protest but remembered in the last second that talking would be bad for her. She remained in her position and hoped he didn’t get carried away.

A few minutes later she heard Matt’s voice from the collar. “I’m going to release you, but I want you to stay like that for a little bit longer.  I’m doing this so you can talk to me.” Thump, thump.

“Thank you Sir.” She said in a quiet voice she knew he could hear clearly.

“Are you nervous?”

“Very!”

“Good. You have had several triggers taught to you and you have had several weeks to get used to the overall training. So far, we have done testing of your conditioning in places that are relatively safe. This is obviously a much more public place. Call today a way of checking your progress and how you handle cues with distractions.”

Caitlin didn’t like the sound of this but also knew this was part of the overall plan that SHE developed. Great.  She thought to herself.  And why didn’t I get someone else for the testing subject?

The bark tone sounded and Caitlin immediately gave three loud barks.  Fuck!  I didn’t even think about that one!

“Stand up Cait.” The disembodied voice ordered. Caitlin stood. “I want you to just stroll around but stay in the park for now.”

“Yes Sir.”  Why the hell was she so quick to obey and when did Matt’s name become Sir? Doing as she was told she began to wander around the park.  She couldn’t see Matt but knew he could see her. Binoculars maybe? Tone. “Bark, bark, bark.” She immediately responded loudly.  The couple she was passing looked pretty quizzically but kept walking. Caitlin smiled to herself.  Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad.

Then she heard the moaning sound. She felt her pussy clench and knew that she was getting very wet very quickly.  She had to force her hand to not go to her crotch. She found that walking was harder now and required her to try to ignore the heat building in her loins. The moaning sound came again and she nearly dropped to her knees. “Oh God.  Sir this is not fair!”

“Would you like to cum?”

“I can’t cum here.”  She was nearly pleading with him to not make her cum.

Moaning.  “Fuck!” She said as she dropped to her knees. She tried to stand again but just as she got a foot under her the moaning came again.  She was on the edge now.  She needed to cum and she need to cum now. “Please Sir.  Please may I cum?”

The sound of a stick running faster along a fence ending with ugh. Caitlin felt the world shift under her, and the universe open up.  She came in spectacularly strong orgasm.  He entire body feeling the power of the orgasm. It lasted for a few minutes as the sound was repeated twice more.  She felt completely drained and pleaded with Matt to stop. “Please Sir!  I can’t handle this!  Its too much!”

Then Matt was there.  He was holding her in his arms and calming her. Caitlin felt completely weak and found it hard to conceive that she just had several powerful orgasms in a very public park. She turned her head into Matt’s chest and in a near sob said. “Please Sir.  I know you can now so please don’t make me do that again in public.”

“You did very good Cait.”  Matt cooed to her. “Let’s head back to the house and let you have a break.” He helped her stand and then with an arm around her for support they went back to his house.

Two

“I have one more trigger I want to try on you.” Matt was saying at the breakfast table. The day before at the park had drained Caitlin and the rest of the day was spent at home with Matt grilling burgers and then followed by a movie.  He insisted that she sleep there.  Caitlin acquiesced but did take a quick trip to get clothes from home.  She knew he wanted to work on a few more things with her and agreed that this would be easier. Secretly she was kind of happy to stay.

“Matt.  I think we have more than enough triggers and have well proven that this works overly well on me.”

“Maybe. I however refer you to the statement…”

“Never mind.  You win.” She felt defeated. She knew she had asked for too much and that Matt would hold her to her request. “You realize that in a month the experiment is over?” Just then she heard the beep, beep, beep from the collar signaling that it wants a recharge. “Crap. The other collar is still at my house.”

“I guess you’re going to be tied to a charger for a bit.” Matt said with a twinkle in his eyes.

“Where do I need to charge this at?”  She asked suspiciously.

Matt led her over to a wall outlet and asked her to wait while he retrieved the charger.

Thump. Caitlin immediately fell to her knees and assumed her resting position. Damnit! Matt.  She thought to herself.

“Here we go.  Let me just plug everything in.” He said as he plugged the charger into the wall and the cord into the collar. “While I have your undivided attention, I want to share your newest trigger.”

Caitlin rolled her eyes since it was about the only movement she could do and not set off the motion sensor. “Seriously Matt, I think we have enough.” Caitlin hear a Shhhh sound from the collar. She knew instantly that it was going to be hell for her. “There is…..FUCK!!” Caitlin felt the strongest shock so far and forced herself to remain quiet despite her overwhelming need to scream at Matt.

“As you already know the collar can pick up any noise you make and tell it apart from the background noise. The Shhhh command is intended to force you into quiet submission.  The release trigger is a pleasant bell. Until you hear the bell you need to remain quiet.”

Caitlin was suddenly fuming. She wanted to scream at him and really wanted this damn collar off her now.  She was about to stand up and scream at him but knew that any movement or sound by her would cause pain and that if she didn’t stop immediately the collar would increase intensity until she complied regardless of her desires.

“I’m going to release the silence command and allow you to talk.”

Ding! “You Mother Fu…..” Shhhh! Caitlin was reaching new levels of being pissed.

“Well I can see this trigger is a bit harder to swallow. I’m going to my shower and check social media.  You may sit here, charge your collar and reflect on being nicer the next time I let you talk.” With that he left the room.

Is he fucking serious?! She thought. This damn thing needs to come off today. I don’t give a fuck about the thesis, or anything else right now.

As the time went by her anger began to cool slightly. She knew she needed to be calm and talk to Matt in a more deferential tone lest he gag her again. She couldn’t remember ever feeling this helpless.  She can’t move and she can’t speak. She might as well be an end table. She listened to Matt as he took his shower.  She still had not had her own shower this morning. Worse she felt the need to pee.  She can’t get up and go to the bathroom and she can’t tell the Bastard.  She heard the water stop and hoped that he would be out soon. She was more than ready to stretch out some.

Damn him!  She was fighting to not let go her pee. She wasn’t worried about making a mess in his house, but she was worried that he might enact a new trigger that would make her ask to pee. He had been gone for over an hour now. As the time went by, she was surprised to fell a new sensation.  She was becoming aroused at the control he held over her. She did trust Matt and she had asked him to prove that someone could be controlled by triggers.  She just never expected that she could be so controlled as to be mute and immobile.

“Ready to try again pet?”

Caitlin almost responded with “Yes Sir.” She managed to catch herself just before slipping.

Ding! “Thank you, Sir.” Caitlin hope that immediate obedience might help her.

“Well that is an improvement.”

“Please Sir.  I really need to pee.”

“Hmm.” He removed the cable attached to her collar. Then he released her.

Thump, thump. Caitlin practically flew to the bathroom. Once inside the bathroom she quickly sat on the toilet and let out a breath. This was too much too fast.  Caitlin thought back to her original idea. Hear a bell and maybe bark. Or feel the need to eat. Matt somehow turned this into a method to train her into being the perfect slave. But here’s the part she was most concerned about. She liked being under his control. Okay the not being about to talk threw her a serious curve ball. But being honest with herself she found it pretty damn exciting that he had this much control over her.

Realizing she spent much too long hiding, Caitlin finally emerged from the bathroom.

“I was about to send a search party after you.”

“Too bad you don’t have a trigger to summon me.” As soon as she said it she knew that was going to happen.

“Interesting.  I was thinking the same thing.  Maybe I’ll program it in.”

“Can we talk now Matt?”

“Sure.” He took her by the hand and led her to the couch.

“When I asked you to help me, I had the idea that you would find triggers that would be simple.  Like bark on command. Then maybe move into similar things. Maybe a trigger that makes me clap my hands or other silly things.  In my wildest dreams, I never expected to be turned in to a sex slave.” She took a breath before going on. “I know the argument that you have, and I cannot find fault in your logic. And a part of me even finds this fun and fascinating. But the more rational part of me thinks this is going to turn out bad for me.”

Matt listened without interrupting. Once he felt she was done on her side he responded. “Caitlin. I have to ask one thing here.  Do you trust me?”

“Completely. But.”

“But? You’re worried that you are losing control?”

“Maybe.  I can’t actually put a finger on it. I think if I’m being honest, I’m more concerned that I like losing control.”

“Well you were the one that said you only have a month left.”

“About that.” Caitlin looked sheepish. “My Thesis Supervisor suggested that I take more than just a few months for the research portion. She said that since I have two more years after this one, I have a lot of time to get everything right.”

“I think I said that to you before you started this.”

 “I know.  I just didn’t think it would actually work and I was prepared to write about dismissing it.”

“Caitlin!  Which part did you think would not work?”

“To be fair I figured it wouldn’t work on someone that knew what was happening.”

“And now?”

“Now I’m terrified that you could make me do damn near anything. But there’s another aspect that I overlooked.  What happens when the collar is gone?”

“So, you want to take the collar off and see if the triggers still work?”

“I can’t believe that I’m going to say this but, no.  I think the collar needs to stay on much longer in fact. You have trained me for a fairly short time but like any habit you can break it if the reinforcement is gone.”

“So, what do you have in mind?”

Caitlin pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and bit. “I want you to make it permanent. Fuck! I said it!”

“Wow. That was not what I was expecting.  I figured you were still pissed and looking for a way to get it off.”

“I think I was overwhelmed.  I wasn’t ready for that much control over me all at once.”

“Fair enough.”

“Hey Matt? How do you always seem to know when I need to cool down and think things through?”

“It’s easier than you may think.  Mostly though when you get pissed, I give you room.  Now I can give you room and you can’t complain about it.” He laughed.

Caitlin considered his words and was forced to agree. In a very real sense, she could very well never win an argument with Matt again.  After all, all he had to do was Shhh her. Deciding to change course she suggested to Matt that go miniature golfing before the weather changes.

“Sounds like fun and perhaps dangerous for you.”

“At this point Sir, anything can be dangerous. I was just hoping for a small break from all of this.”

“So, pirates or the space one?”

“Surprise me.”

The next few weeks were filled with school for Caitlin and work for Matt. He still managed to make sure she got the entire round of triggers each day and some more than others. While the classroom was supposed to be off limits, the freeze trigger still seemed to show up now and then just to keep her honest. On top of all of it he was triggering her with the arousal command nearly four or five times a day. That combined with his total control over her orgasms she was constantly in need to cum.  More than a few times, Caitlin called Matt to allow her to have one of those mind-blowing orgasms.

“Cait, it hasn’t been that long.”

“Please Sir, I desperately need to cum.”

“Okay.  Tomorrow in class I’ll make sure you have multiple orgasms.”

“At this point I don’t really care. This is pure torture not being able to cum and walking around right on the edge all of the time.”

“Tell you what.  Be at my house at 7am Saturday.  I have a surprise for you anyway. I will make sure that you get some relief.”

Caitlin nearly cried. She had gone week without orgasms before but never with the constant teasing he was putting her though. On one level she loved the control he had over her but on another she wanted to just fucking cum.

At precisely 7am, Caitlin rang the bell on Matt’s out of the way home.  She teased him about being on an empty street and secluded. “I enjoy my privacy.” Was his response.

Matt opened the door for her and let her in. “Are you hungry.  Breakfast is the most important meal of the day.”

“Not really.  I need to cum.”

“Caitlin. It’s only 7am.” He said not quite mockingly.

“And you have triggered me three times already.  One of those times was on the drive over here. Trying to kill me?”

Matt chuckled lightly. “That was not and is not my intent. But I would have loved to see you struggle with a pending orgasm and trying to drive.” He said with a gleam in his eye. “You remember Zack?

“He helped you make my collar, right?”

“Yes, and we had collaborated to design and make a new collar that is lighter, looks more like a fashion statement and is much more reliable.  It’s completely waterproof and should sit much more comfortably on your neck.”  He sounded excited.

Caitlin was tired of having to be extra careful in the shower and she was fairly sure she was developing sores on her neck. “Okay, I might could buy off on this but …” Shhh.  Caitlin never got to finish.

“I know. You want to cum. Well if you’re a good girl and do as you’re told all day I promise you may cum to your hearts delight when we get home.”

Caitlin knew better than to put up a fuss.

They arrived at Zack’s workshop an hour later. She had been here once before when the two fitted he collar on the first time.  Although there was a spare, it had never been used. So getting anew collar now seemed a bit late but what the hell.

“Caitlin, I need you to lay down on this table.” Zack helped on the table and positioned her where he needed her to be. “I’m going to use straps to help you stay in place. The machine I will be using can be dangerous and I need you to remain perfectly still so as to not get hurt.”

Caitlin watch as Zack ran a strap over her chest just above her breasts, then another below that hold her arms to her sides. Then he used another strap to hold her head very still. She heard the Shh command and knew that this was going to be serious. Zack then removed her old collar and set it aside. A small part of her brain was screaming at her.  You can talk now dipshit! She ignored it and remained quiet. The less ration side which was much louder in her head was reminding her of just how painful the shocks were.

Next Zack place a part of the collar under her neck and the second part over her neck. He fiddled with it for a bit. Once he was satisfied with the placement, he started up the press. Finally, he placed another piece of heavy steel over the top of the collar and the press began to lower.

Caitlin saw what was happening and felt panic rising in her. Matt was whispering in her ear. “It’s okay Cait. The press is calibrated very carefully and can not go past that limit. You are safe and I’m right here with you.”  He kept up a dialog with her as the press fused the two pieces of metal into one single collar. Then that part was over.

“The collar is on now Cait.  I still have a lot of work to do on it, but it has to be on the wearer to finish”

Slowly regaining her composure, she pointed to her mouth. Ping. Then she asked. “I don’t understand. You still have more to do?”

“The collar is actually different pieces that are forced together to make a whole.  There are locking pins inside, but the real trick is the very close tolerances I used to create the pieces. When I am done you won’t even be able to see a seem even if you knew where to look.”

She was unstrapped and given some water. “The next part is mostly the finishing parts.  Some very minor metal brushing and then buffing and polishing. It’s just time consuming for me to do.  You get to lay down for most of it.”  Zack said a bit cheerfully.

For the next two hours Zack worked on her collar and managed to keep up a running commentary. When he was done, he showed her over to a 3-way mirror She inspected it as closely as she could. The new collar was much smaller than the old one. It measured 2.5” tall and 3/16” thick. It had much smoother contact points, different from the sharper points in the old collar. She looked hard for a seem and true to his word she was not able to find it. “So, what happens when this needs to come off?”

Zack looked at Matt who answered her. “Well Cait, you did say permanent. It can be removed but doing so might injure you.”

“Actually, Matt …” Zack started.

“Wait!  You just attached a permanent collar around my neck that what, can never be removed without serious risk?”

“She needs to know man.” Said Matt.

“Know what?” Caitlin demanded of them both.

Matt looked at Zack and nodded. “The thing is Love, when I attached the two parts the internal sensors activated.  Any attempts to remove it will cause it to do a full discharge. There are three batteries inside. Any single one holding a charge at just 5% is enough to cause neurological damage.  At 50% or more it might even be deadly.”

Caitlin sat heavily in a chair. She was fucked. “Just when did you plan to tell me this Matt? I fucking trusted you!” Thump, Shhh. Caitlin automatically dropped to her knees and assumed her kneeling position and fell silent. Inside she was fuming though and swore she was going to kill him when she had the chance.

“Let take a minute to breathe here, shall we?” Matt said as he took a seat next to Caitlin. “Okay I admit I am a total asshole right now and I really should have discussed this with you beforehand.” He waited for her to respond but then realized that she couldn’t. “Second you told me you wanted it permanent. Most importantly I wanted to be able to surprise you with a much more wearable collar. This one is fully waterproof.  You can go to the beach and take long hot shower again.”

Caitlin was hearing him but not really listening right now. She was stuck with her eyes down which for Zack was a good thing as she would have drilled lasers through him with her stare. She really wanted to kill them both but was terrified to move.  50% could cause damage to her or maybe even kill her?  What would four fully charged batteries do to her if she got shocked now?

“You know what?  Never mind me trying to be nice or gloss this over.  The truth is I could have told you everything beforehand and you would have still laid your sweet ass down on that table and held perfectly still while Zack did his thing.  You would have remained perfectly quiet never once complaining about what was happening. Why? Because you have been conditioned for the last several months to be my personal slave. You do whatever I ask and then tell me ‘Thank you Sir for ordering me around.’ Well I have had it. Let’s face the facts here Cait.  I have loved you almost since we met.  But went and friend zoned me. Fine!  I hung in there thinking maybe you might change your mind, but I never pushed.  You know you have been frustrated so bad these last few weeks?  Well that’s how I have felt for the last several years!” Matt was all but screaming his words.

As he went off on his tirade, she considered his words.  She was little more than his slave. And the signs that he wanted more were always there, she just ignored him. Shit! No wonder he was so upset now.

Matt walked around her a few times in silence. Then he stopped in front of her. “You have been so full of yourself you couldn’t even see the changes happening to you.  You thought you could beat the system and not be conditioned. Well you were wrong. I’m done here. Zack. Make sure the bitch gets home safe.”

Thump, thump Ding! She didn’t move or say anything. She was still in shock. Yes she was still pissed about the collar but that was so minor compared to how she was feeling about his words. Matt was the only person she had every trusted this much and she was hurt. She was more hurt because he put up with so much and never even hinted that he was not happy with her.  She heard Zack chase after Matt but ignored it all. She suddenly felt lost. Matt had been her guiding beacon. She relied on him for almost everything. And what did she give him in return. Not enough it turns out. She thought back to when she offered to have sex with him not long after the collar went on and he played the part of the gentleman and said no. How much willpower did that take? With the complete power he held over her he could have had her do anything. Yet he never stepped beyond what they agreed to. Then she considered the new collar. She had been serious when she told him she wanted it permanent. The work and craftmanship that Zack put into it was amazing. She knew that they were friends, but that Matt also paid Zack for jobs like this. He had paid Zack for the first collar, even though she offered to foot the costs.

“I told you man.  She hasn’t moved or said a word.  The new collar might not have synced up right.” Zack was saying as he and Matt came back in the room.

“I told you Zack.  I really don’t care. You can sync it to your phone for all I care.  She’s already trained to be a perfect slave.”

From the floor came a quiet voice. “It synced.”

Matt stopped and looked at her. “I figured you would have been calling the police or looking for a gun or something by now.”

“No Matt. I listened to your words. To your emotions. I realize that I have been a bitch to you. I felt betrayed by you, but never saw the betrayal I committed on you. I used you for my own purposes and didn’t see your feelings as mattering to me.  I saw you as a friend and never even considered you might have different feelings for me.” She spoke quietly and never raised her eyes or moved. “If you never wish to see or hear from me again, I will do as you ask. I do however want to very humbly apologize to you. I fully understand that things will never go back to what they were.  Things can never be easy and light between us again. I am sorry for all that I have put you through.”

Matt had to listen carefully to be able to hear her words. Caitlin was never a quiet speaker. The words came all the more powerful this way. The raw emotion and sincerity were evident as she spoke. “Let Zack take you home. I need some time to think.”

Caitlin responded automatically with “Yes Sir.” Then added. “Matt.” She waited a few heart beats before she finished with. “Whether you believe this or not, you have always been the most important person in my life.  I will be here when, if, you are ready to talk.” She remained in her position as Matt turned and walked out the door.

“Zack.  I’m sorry you had to hear all of that. If you prefer, I can get home on my own.” She said after Matt was gone.

“Afterall of that? No Ma’am.  I will make sure you are home safe and sound.”

Three

On the way home she asked Zack about the collar. He assured her that yes, was completely waterproof. The batteries could be taken out and replace if one went bad but only one at a time. The charge would last for weeks without any “Zaps” as he called them and with shocks the life time was considerably shorter.  It still gave all the same warnings and still had motion sensors and a mic installed. HE explained how the new collar had a few upgrades as well. One of those being a GPS function that allowed the app user to track her to within one meter anywhere in the world. Well that wasn’t creepy at all she thought.

At home she indulged in a very long very hot shower. The water felt wonderful on her skin but did little to help her overall anxiety. Finally, around midnight she gave up and went to bed.

Matt was deep in her and she was held to the bed by heavy chains.  He came hard in her and she screamed in frustration as he still had not allowed her to cum.

Caitlin woke from her dream, nightmare? It felt so real. Making her way to the kitchen she poured herself a glass of water and tried to come to terms with all that had happened in the last few days.

Somewhere along the way she became a sex slave. Even in her dreams. It had only been hours, but she already missed Matt more than she cared to. Cait! How fucking stupid could you be? The signs were there. All you had to do was open your eyes. Fuck, fuck, fuck! She was at a loss as to how to go on without him now.

Caitlin drug herself out of bed and decided to go for a run to clear her head.  So, the only guy I have ever trusted now hates me. I have a shock collar permanently locked around my neck. Whoever ends up with that damn app is going to be able to control me like a damn sex doll.  Could life get worse? Oh wait. My thesis is pretty much shot. My degree is shot. At this rate I’m going to end up a street walker.

The rest of the day Caitlin tried to throw herself into housework.  Somehow laundry and cleaning didn’t take the edge off of anything. By 5pm she had picked up her phone a dozen times with the intent to call Matt and each time put it back down.  He did not want to talk to her.

By Friday Caitlin was caught up in studies. She was considering how to change her thesis after spending over a year on it already. As she got home that afternoon, she realized that she had gone days without a single trigger. The thought was both refreshing and terrifying. She had become used to the little interruptions in her day to randomly get horny or flashing her tits to random strangers. Well the last was kind of a relief. She was always worried what someone might do if offended.  Settling on a sandwich for a late lunch Caitlin sat at the table and was looking at social media when her phone rang. She answered it without looking to see who it was.

“Cait?” Asked Matt.

“I thought you were through with me.” She responded much cooler than she wanted to sound.

“I want to talk to you, in person.”

“The last time we did that it didn’t turn out so well. Besides my car is still at your house. I can’t go anywhere.”

“I can order an Uber for you and then you would have your car to go home in.”

“Fine. When do you want to do this?” Caitlin was trying to figure out where all this animosity was coming from.

“I’m free tonight and tomorrow.”

“Send a car. Might as well get this over.”

“Can I get you anything? A glass of wine maybe?” Matt was freshly showered and seemed ready for visitors.

“Sure Matt.  Maybe it will take the edge off.” She was trying to rein in her emotions.  She still couldn’t understand why she was upset again.

After sitting down Matt started in. “I was out of line last week. I should have discussed the new collar with you before I went forward with it. I was excited about all the new features and I thought you would be too. I didn’t consider your feelings though.”

“Apology accepted.  Now let’s set that aside. I need you to explain the rest of that afternoon to me. Please.”

Matt looked confused for a minute but recovered. “I was expecting to have to grovel for you to accept an apology.”

“It’s done. I can’t remove it. I have no say over who has the app or what they could do to me with it. I choose to not worry about it right now.”

“The only person that has access to the app is me. It is well encrypted, and I feel you are safe from random hacking.”

“As I said fine. Tell me about the rest.”

“I don’t know what you want to hear Cait.  I have loved you for a very long time and accepted that it is what is that word? Unrequited.”

“I thought you were giving the app to Zack?”

“I like Zack.  He did a superb job with your collar, but I would never give him or anyone else for that matter control over you like that.”

She thought about that for a minute, pursed her lips and nodded. “Well anything else to discuss?”

“I don’t want to lose you Caitlin.”

“What do you want then?”

“I want to take you to bed, fuck you silly and give that orgasm I promise from last week. I would be happy to stay friends and eventually mend this over somehow.”

“Do you actually know how long it’s been since I came last?”

“I wasn’t exactly marking orgasms in a calendar. If I had to guess I think it’s been a good month now.”

“Thirty-eight fucking days. It wouldn’t have been so bad, but you just kept teasing me three and four times a day. I had to wear a pad because I was wet so much.”

“Now that you’re not horny and you haven’t had an orgasm, you’re irritable. That would be my fault entirely.”

As soon as he said the words it all made sense. This was why she was pissed at him. “I hear make up sex works wonders. But you had better give me a damn good orgasm.” She smiled as she spoke.

In the bedroom Matt laid Caitlin on the bed and quickly removed her clothes. He covered her in kisses as he pulled off his own clothes. The first time was fast and hard. Both were trying to get as much from it as they could all at once. For Caitlin, she felt the sensation building deep in her and reached the edge almost immediately. She felt Matt as he reached his edge just behind her.  As he came, he whispered in her ear. “Cum for me! Cum hard for me!”

Caitlin felt the world shatter around her. The cresting or that precipice and the release was unlike anything else to her. She dug her nails into his back and held on for dear life as she climaxed. The second time was much slower and more love making than fucking. Matt showered her body in licks and kisses. Lingering on her breasts and nipples she felt the build start again. As he headed south, she felt the pull of her next orgasm intensifying. She wasn’t sure when he learned how to go down on a woman but damn, he was good.

“Please!  I need to cum.”

“Cum for me Baby!”

She did. With stars and explosions in her head.

“Well that was good.” She said as they lay side by side, the duvet covering from the waist down. “I really was stupid not to see the signs before.”

“I suppose this is when this was meant to happen.” Matt replied.

“We have another dilemma.”

“Oh?”

Caitlin fingered her collar. “By rights I am your slave.  You have even pointed out how I really have no choice anymore.”

“I could stop using the app”

“Like hell.” She sat up. “I remember saying I wanted it to be forever. That’s not until I get pissed or you get pissed that’s forever.  You own me Mister.”

“Well if that’s the case it’s going to get more interesting as we go forward.”