The human fleshlight

Jessica opend her eyes and stared at the wooden ceiling of her room. The nightmare was over. Or was it? She was panting and shivering, remembering where she was. Her body was covered in cold sweat and she had peed in her diaper. Slowly she looked down at her body. Her breasts were the same as always and her limbs still missing. She put her head back down and began to cry with a mixture of relief and distress. The light from the window indicated that it was early morning and a few birds were chirping. She slowly calmed down and twisted herself against the side of the crib so she could lean against it. The ant bites were still visible, but did not itch as much anymore. She had lost a lot of water from the heavy sweating during the night and felt quite thirsty. She also hoped Sophia would not make her play these cruel games all the time just to drink and eat. The muscles she still had were aching from the torment of yesterday and she almost wished the master would come back early.

The house was quiet and Jessica decided to try and go back to sleep. There was nothing other she could do anyway, so why not skip the waiting time? She slid back down and closed her eyes. Her mind returned to the nightmare she had she opend her eyes again. She knew it was just a dream and dreams didn´t repeat, yet she couldn´t think of anything else. Each time her vision turned dark the horrible row of teeth appeared in front of her face and the blade covered shaft came closer. Frustrated she turned around in her crib, unable to fall asleep. "What is even to point of living?" she thought. "I can´t even kill myself. I can´t bite my tounge, I can´t strangle myself, I can´t jump off a roof. But I also don´t want to suffer by starving." She looked around the room to see if there was anything useful. "Maybe I can bang my head against the bars of the crib until I bleed to death." Jessica turned reluctantly to the side and pulled her head back. In a swift move she threw it forward and crashed into the wooden bar. She moaned in pain and fell back. "I can´t do it... I just can´t... it hurts and it´s not enough... there is nothing I can do... nothing..." Tears ran down her cheeks and she sobbed for a long time.

The door to her room opend and Sophia walked in. "Pissed yourself again, who would have guessed." She took Jessica out of her tiny cell and removed the diaper. "At least you haven´t shit yourself yet. Do you have to go number two?" Embarrassed she nodded her head, so they went to the bathroom and Sophia held her above the toilet. She tried to push, but nothing happend. "What, are you poop shy?" she rolled her eyes and walked out with Jessica under her arm. "Fucking unbelievable, I don´t have any patience for your goddamn antics." They went outside to the meadow, and her heart started racing again. Were the dogs outside? She moaned and moved her spine back and forth, which made Sophia drop her to the ground. "What is your fucking problem, are you stupid?" She kicked her stomach with her bare foot and Jessica rolled over, wheezing and twisting her face in pain. She was grabbed by her hair and gragged over the grass around the house. With a hard tug she threw the limbless girl into a large sand pit. "That´s where the dogs do their business. Have fun, I´ll come back later." She turned around and left.

Jessica groaned, her stomach hurt and sand got in her mouth. After a few minutes she managed to calm down and looked around. She was in the middle of what resembled a big antlion trap. The sand gave way when she tried to move and she stopped. It was impossible for her to climb out, even tho the edge was in spitting distance. She gave up and emptied her bowls. After a long time lying in her own filth, Sophia came back. She held a long staff with two big claws on the tip in her hands. "Are you done? I´m pulling you out with the dog catcher now." The claws locked around her neck and she was dragged up and a bit further across the meadow. She released the grip and took a hose from the house wall. Cold water hammered onto her body, especially around her crotch region. After she was cleaned up she was left to dry in the warm sun. Sophia put two dog bowls in front fo her face, one with water and one with mashed potatoes. Jessica was starting to detest the smell and taste of it, was this the only food she was allowed to eat? Nevertheless she drank and ate everything, easing the pain from her empty stomach.