My Emasculation - pinned skinned and removed

I started to awake slowly, eyes opening and scanning my immediate area, then falling asleep again.

After a while I awoke enough to study my location. Now my head and neck were not restrained so I could look up and around. I now remembered what happened before, was it a dream or reality?

My wrists and ankles were bound as before so I not could get up, I also could not check my genital area as I had a cover over my body.

Checking the room, it was clearly the same room but there were no television screens now on the ceiling or walls - there was however a couple of cameras around the room.

After a while a voice came over the tannoy, I immediately remembered this was Sofi as she had a distinctive accent.

She spoke clearly “now you may remember what happened earlier, and it wasn’t a dream, it all happened to stop you doing what you did to our friend.”

“It is now a month since, and during that time you have been under a controlled coma to keep you sleeping so that we could give you the best medical care possible without hurting yourself or trying to escape.”

“You are now fully recovered and any stitches have been removed. You may find the first few weeks strange as you get used to the feeling. You can defecate as before but will need to sit to urinate, much like us ladies”.

Sarah continued “You are still shaved below to keep the area sterile, however you can leave the pubic hair to grow to cover the area much like a woman or you can shave it as you wish. We have tried our best to use the spare scrotum skin to tuck inside and form a vagina. With hair anyone will think you are a lady, although it’s not deep enough for sex.”

“For sex you can use your anus which we opened slightly for you to make this easier, or your mouth, of course.”

“Knowing that it may be easier to take the female route we took the opportunity to carry out laser hair removal to your face, legs and underarms - a very high powered laser was used twice daily to halt the hair from ever growing again. We also did the small growth on your stomach, and formed a small smart landing strip to the pubic hair area - the transition to a female, if you wish, should be more straightforward for you now.”

Sofi took the lead again “although our main aim was to stop you stalking women, we have 100% proof to support our claim, you can see that the operation and aftercare was very expensive, we therefore took the opportunity to make some money to return our endeavours.”

“You may recall that the room had many cameras and monitors - these were used to record all elements of the process from the start. This whole film is available to purchase through the dark web.”

“However, our main revenue stream came from the live stream - the paying public, carefully vetted had the opportunity to watch in real time for a fee. Also they could make requests for certain procedures at an elevated fee, hence some of the tasks were paid for.”

Sarah started again “we made a huge amount of money, and being kind we decided to help you. To help you transition and perhaps start a new life we decided to pass on £50,000 in cash, no questions asked.”

She asked if I had any questions?

Immediately I asked when I could go, she replied tomorrow after I am fully awake. I had to wear a blindfold and cuffs, otherwise I would stay here for ever if I didn’t comply, and they would leave soon so I would die here.

How about the recording, did you show my face? Sofi responded that they had too as that was a condition of the film. She also reiterated that it was a specially considered audience and less likely to become mainstream. They would send me a copy later.

I asked if I could see the results and they said yes. However most likely when I was back home.

I soon fell asleep, I think they may had introduced a sleeping gas into the room as I could hear a hissing sound.

The next time I awoke I was dressed and outside in the clean air. I had a hood over my head and quickly removed it. I looked over myself. Some of my clothes had been obtained, different from those before. I was awake but felt very groggy and slightly dizzy.

I looked around and immediately recognised the area - it was the small forest close to my home. I got up and steadied myself against a tree. I checked my pockets - my keys were there, my wallet, my phone. However on my belt was a bum bag. I quickly unzipped it and felt a large amount of money, they were all £50 bills.

When I arrived back at the student accommodation, I hurried straight to my room and fell onto the bed. For a moment, I just lay there, tears rising from the strange relief of being back.

I needed to see for myself what they had done, if it had truly happened at all.

On the walk home, I’d reached into my pockets and found nothing familiar inside my underpants; whatever I’d lost, it confirmed this wasn’t a dream.

I’d have to think carefully about what came next.

When I looked in the mirror the transformation was immediately recognisable as I had no growth on my shin or neck - my face looked fresh and young again.

I pulled off my T-shirt and looked down at my chest and torso. The faint trail of hair on my stomach was gone, just as they’d said. I checked under my arms; bare, smooth, stripped of every trace.

I pulled down my trousers, I was wearing white y fronts - all the clothes were different from what I had worn for a while, so the nurses had definitely entered my room.

With hesitation, I eased my underpants down.

What I saw made my breath catch - my genitals were gone. In their place was a narrow cleft, and when I reached down, I could just feel what must have been the opening for urination, recessed slightly within the fold of skin.

The area was smooth, stripped of hair, though faint stubble was beginning to emerge beneath my fingertips.

My legs too were bare, unnaturally so, showing no sign of regrowth.

Over the next few days the pubic hair grew back and could well pass for a girls vagina. The hair formed a small well sized landing strip, as the nurses had suggested, just small enough to cover the opening.

The lack of testosterone and strong laser had prevented any hair growth from returning to my face, legs and stomach. Underarm hair had also reduced and was slow to grow. My nipples became slightly raised.

Over a few days I concluded they may be right - I was the rapist and this was the only way to stop me committing the same again.

Was I going to return to my family - I don’t think they cared about me, so no need for now. Besides they never had any money and I did.

I decided to take the large amount of money, give up college and move away to a new town. I would decide my next move later!