Guest Speaker

"So Saturday I told Jane that I'd be busy that afternoon, I'd been holding off masturbating for a medical reason I'd discuss with her, but that we should grab dinner and talk that evening."

"Natalie, unless it's relevant to your unusual overall background and experience, I don't need to hear the details of your sex and masturbation" said the prof.

"Thanks professor, but at least this part I think is relevant. My first time masturbating since starting the androgel, I decided I'd just use my fingers, no toys, and I asked Jane that until we spoke that evening I'd like a little privacy. My clit didn't seem bigger, not that I measured it before starting the gel, and despite my scientific inclinations I didn't think to measure it then, or maybe I was too anxious to masturbate. Anyway, I put a towel on my bed, stripped, was pretty wet and just started gently rubbing my clit, then pinching it gently, flicking it a bit, that sort of stuff. My clit may not have grown in just a week, but it was way more sensitive, but in a good way, and I came for the first time very quickly. I continued and had a quick two more orgasms with just my fingers before I decided to use a toy."

"You started touching your clitoris directly, it wasn't too sensitive?" asked the prof.

"No, I was always very focused on my clit, and had no problems starting touching it even from the beginning of masturbation sessions. And I usually came pretty quickly, just not as quickly as I did once I started the gel. I did sometimes like a bit of penetration, but just fingers or a small vibrator, nothing too big, as I mentioned I'd had sex with a guy once and that was enough, he wasn't that big but still bigger than the toys I used. And I'd tried playing with my anus and sticking a lubricated finger up there, but it was a total turnoff for me, when I'd tried it before coming to university I just stopped and then washed up, didn't even masturbate more that time. Anyway, three quick orgasms were enough to take the edge off, though I was still hot, I took a shower and got dressed and texted Jane about going out to dinner. I asked her to pick someplace we could have a reasonably private conversation."

"There was a nice pizza place that I saw online had good reviews, close to campus but not a cheap dive, it actually had decent seating and was licensed, not that either of us was old enough to drink, it was just nicer than the usual crappy student pizza place, and we were early enough that it wasn't too crowded. I didn't think a reservation was needed, it wasn't, we got a booth and I'd looked at the menu while waiting for Nat, she followed my suggestion and so we ordered our drinks, non-alcoholic, and a pizza to share right away. We didn't say much until the drinks and water came, then Nat started talking."

"I told Jane, I'll take the lead, both because I have more experience than you, and because I like being in charge! I'd like to try having something a bit more than friends with benefits with you, I'd like to try being exclusive and see how it goes. I'm summarizing this professor, basically we agreed that we wanted an exclusive relationship, convenient since we were roommates, we'd already had lots of discussions about politics and even religion and kids, more generally not thinking that far ahead for us, but we didn't see any red flags. Once that was settled, it was time to talk about sexual matters."

"Actually, at that time our pizza arrived and it was time to eat" I corrected.

"Yes, though I had to warn Jane not to eat the pizza too quickly or she'd burn her mouth, and since we were now in a relationship I didn't want her mouth unable to do what I wanted. Or I said something like that. It was cute at the time, I think! But then I told Jane that I'd started androgel, that contains testosterone, because I really wanted to grow my clitoris larger. I told Jane that medical stuff like that was ultimately her choice, but that I thought she should book an appointment to inquire, that even in a week I found it much easier to orgasm, and I thought she might too. I also suggested that even though not having sex with men, she should start extended cycle birth control pills like I had been taking for a while, so that she would only have a few periods a year, every three months."

"I told Nat, wait, we'll talk about this gel, but first, tell me about fewer periods. We had a discussion and she explained, it sounded good to me. Then I asked about if she felt she was male or something and wanted a penis."

"I told Jane no, it was about being a stronger sexually assertive woman who also reached orgasm more easily, and that it also turned me on, I didn't know exactly why, but I liked porn with women with large clits. Not so much male transsexuals, great if that's who you are but I don't like all that hair. Then I told Jane that testosterone or not and birth control or not was her choice, but that if she wanted me to continue eating her out, she needed to shave regularly, or have me help her do it. Or get waxed, or get electrolysis. But I said at least to start with I thought it would be fun for me to shave her. I told her to let me know later what she wanted to do."

"I decided on shaving, professor, and asked Nat to help me, that evening when we got back from dinner. Of course, after using soap and hot water on me, I was sitting on a towel on the edge of my bed, she then washed out the soap and applied shaving cream and used a vibrating razor. I was pretty turned on, but when she was done Nat just smiled and said she was kind of tired, and left me there dripping in more ways than one, I cleaned up and we agreed to make an early night of it each in our own beds, of course I could hear her masturbating to a few more orgasms. I snarkily asked how tired she was if she could still masturbate."

"I told Jane, hey, I can come in just a few minutes, with you it's over an hour of work for me, it's fun but I have to save up my energy to get you off!"

"After that, professor, we had weekly Friday evening sex sessions, I was strapped up and brought to orgasm, it still took a long time, and as much as I masturbated the rest of the week, I still couldn't bring myself to orgasm. Even borrowing Nat's toys, no luck. I decided to visit the clinic, and yes, I started using androgel. I told Nat when I first got the prescription, and she'd rub it in my clit for me, then handcuff me to the bed she said for my protection, to make sure I didn't masturbate. She also told me that one week wasn't enough time to go without masturbating, she'd rushed it but that it would be better for me to go a full two weeks with no masturbating and no clitoral contact except for the androgel. It was torture, especially since Nat masturbated to multiple orgasms every night. But, after the two weeks were up, I found out that using the androgel was totally worth it."

"That reminds me, I know that androgel can be expensive, it was covered under your drug plan?" asked the professor.

"No, I helped Jane out. After she came back from the clinic and said she had a prescription and was interested, I offered to help out. I also bought more toys and stuff like the handcuffs Jane mentioned. And then it was two weeks since Jane had started the androgel, she knew I was lying about needing the extra week but went along with it, and even though it wasn't Friday I told her to shower, shave, strip, put a towel under her and lie back and close her eyes. Then I had fun!"