Relationship Talk (sequel to Guest Speaker)

"Nat's in that bedroom." I raised my voice so Nat could hear me "Nat, everything okay?"

"Yes, I want this. I want our friends to take a look. All of you, this was my idea for how to reveal something to you." Nat sounded a bit nervous, of course, given what was about to happen.

Our friends also seemed nervous, I suggested they put their stuff down in the other bedroom then I'd take them in. I could hear them muttering, talking to each other while in the other room but couldn't hear what they said. When they came back, I said "Showtime!" and led them into the bedroom with Nat. As we'd planned, Nat was blindfolded and naked under the covers, well naked except for the straps holding her wrists to her legs and the spreader bar!

I gestured and without another word led our friends into the room with Nat. I then pulled back the bedcover and sheet, bunching them up at the foot of the bed below Nat's feet. The overhead light was on, though I'd drawn the curtains before of course. Surprisingly Emma was the first to speak, and obviously hadn't seen the most important part, or rather the most important missing part. "So, you're into tying up Nat? That's news. You're lesbians? Definitely not news to us!"

Wendy, normally the quietest, added "We talked about this, I think we all thought Nat had gotten a tattoo or piercings like you, Jane. Nothing in your nipples, Nat, and let's take a closer look below, nothing," there was a sudden hitch in Wendy's voice, she went quiet, the others realized she'd seen something and looked more closely. While most of Nat's inner lips were still present, except around the top where her clit and hood had been, and of course nothing had been done with her outer lips, when Nat was spreadeagled like this, and aroused, her lips, her labia were spread enough that looking more closely you could see something was wrong. Plus, just from what had been seen in the showers after practice the previous season, before the exchange trip, I think our friends knew Nat had, well used to have, a large clit, even without a piercing like I now had to draw attention, she'd always been shaved or had a landing strip at most.

"What the fuck! What happened?" Rachel turned to me angrily. "Did you do this to her?!"

Catherine took over and told me sternly, "Jane, go to the other bedroom and shut the door. Do not come out until we tell you to."

I didn't understand what was happening, I'd thought our friends would be upset and even angry and questioning, but I'd never seen such anger and hatred directed at me. Nat tried to say something but Rachel told her to wait until I was out of the room. I just left and went to the other room and shut the door, our friends were all watching me. I didn't know what to do, I just walked around the bed in the other room a bit then sat down on it and hugged myself, even if I'd had my phone with me I wasn't in any mood to look at anything. A few minutes later, well more than a few minutes I think, I wasn't timing it but it felt like a long time, the door opened and Rachel, not looking so angry, told me to come join them in the main room. Nat was there, not in the bedroom anymore, unbound, no blindfold and wearing her robe that we'd brought, sitting on the couch. She patted the seat beside her and I went over and sat down.

As Nat told me later, our friends had assumed, or been concerned, that I had removed, or arranged to remove, Nat's clit, that I made her get a clitoridectomy or pressured her or something. Kind of the opposite of how, when they'd seen I had a piercing in the showers they asked me to make sure Nat hadn't pressured me into it. They also unbound her and made her get dressed, well at least put on a robe, because they wanted to make sure she didn't feel trapped and was free to use her phone, or leave, or get help even with the rest of them there to protect her from me. I'm glad they tried to protect Nat, though I was upset they thought I was that kind of person.

Catherine, as she liked to do, took charge. "Okay, Jane, Nat explained that you had nothing to do with this, that she sneaked out of your room and went off with some weird German women on a road trip, and was either tricked, or there was a translation error, she wanted her clit hood removed, which was referred to as a female circumcision, though I thought that was a euphemism for FGM, but whatever, instead Nat you had your clit removed. Once we knew that, we figured we'd get both of you out here to understand why the hell, why the fuck, you did this whole thing."

I glanced at Nat, normally I'd let her talk, of course, but this was her birthday and I felt I was in charge, and would try to repair whatever this had turned into. "No pity. Nat wanted you, our friends, to know what happened, maybe discuss it sometimes. Possibly return to soccer, be around you guys when we shower afterwards so the others on the team don't see. But however you feel, she doesn't want you to talk about sorrow and trauma and victimization. We accidentally discovered that Nat gets incredibly aroused, horny, from being teased. Verbally I mean. We didn't necessarily expect you to join in, that would be unfair to you especially by surprise, but we thought you'd be shocked, we'd explain, I'd verbally tease Nat about being, well, clitless and cumless, and you all might have some serious questions, but the way we revealed it would help avoid crying and tears and hugs and all that. And also be a sexy fun birthday for Nat."

Wendy paid attention to details. "So, no orgasms you said? Not even penetration, I mean, not you Jane personally but,"

I interrupted "I actually said cumless, Nat likes harsher insulting terms, like me calling her a clitless cumless cunt. And yes, we've tried toys, strapons, fisting, hitachi super powerful vibrator, all that."

Emma asked "Can't they do something medically?"

Nat answered this one, her voice, her expression were stronger than any of our friends seemed to expect in these circumstances. "Maybe. Reconstruction to reveal underlying clitoral tissue that may remain might help, but the best chance is if we wait a couple of years and give the testosterone a chance to cause growth of whatever clitoral tissue may remain. So there's hope, but not for a few years, and I still like being teased about being clitless. And cumless."

Wendy again noticed details. "Testosterone? I thought that had side effects?"

"It can, fortunately I've avoided most of the hair growth, no deeper voice at least not yet, but of course I have the worst side effect in my condition. Dramatically increased arousal, as if I were a horny guy."

Emma asked, not sure why she and Wendy had suddenly become so talkative, maybe Catherine and especially Rachel were still calming down. "Wait, so you can't orgasm, but you're hornier than you were before? Isn't that well, cruel?"

Nat smiled. "I like it. No, I love it. I mean, I wish of course this had never happened, but I was so surprised that this aspect aroused me, the being teased, the increased libido, all of that, it makes me feel sexual. More complete, even though I'm not. I didn't want this" she gestured down at her crotch, "but I did want this evening. I don't want other people to know. But I wanted someone other than Jane, and lawyers and doctors, to know. You, our friends. It was the kind of trauma that you were good enough friends to share with, but I thought, we thought, it would be easier to deal with if you knew I was aroused. Horny. Turned on. Sexually inspired, not just sexually disabled."

Wendy spoke up again, she actually seemed to know a lot about this. "What about prozac, I think it was prozac, some people had orgasms when they yawned?"

This was news to me, but not to Nat apparently. I was surprised to learn that she had discussed this with doctors. "I actually did discuss that with one of my doctors, he explained that it was a paradoxical reaction that some people had. But most people on prozac and similar drugs, I think they're called SSRIs though I don't remember what that stands for, have depressed libido and it's harder to orgasm. Sometimes if you're on it a while it becomes permanently harder to orgasm. So even if I was willing to roll the dice and hope I would be one of the rare people to experience orgasm, because I'd be more likely to permanently impair orgasmic function, it would be better to wait until after a few years. After trying reconstruction and even a few years after that. Plus, even for orgasms I'm not sure I want to mess with my brain like that."

Nat's authoritative recitation seemed to have reassured our friends, for some reason. Catherine spoke up again, "I don't know what to say." She looked at the rest of the group, and suggested, "Let's go to the other bedroom and talk about it." While they were there Nat and I didn't really talk much, just asked if each other was okay, I put my arm around her and hugged her to me, while a side hug, we were on the couch.

In a few minutes the other bedroom door opened and this time Rachel was the spokeswoman. "This is seriously fucked up, but given what happened to you, Nat, we're cutting you some slack. No, more than that, it's your birthday, if you really, truly, want this" Nat was enthusiastically nodding, the girls also looked at me and I nodded too, "then okay. We're going to go out, get some air, and come back in a few minutes. Set up Nat like you did before if you want. We'll have a do-over."

Emma added, "Nat, you really like, you really want, to be teased about this?"

"Yes. Please. I don't want to force any of you, but if you can listen to and even encourage Jane, or even say anything, even threaten to reveal what happened to me to others, the rest of the team, call me a sick fuck, a broken barbie doll, whatever, I want it. Please."

Everyone's eyes were wide. They grabbed their purses from the other room, and Rachel said "Back in ten, that give you enough time?" I looked at Nat and we both turned back and nodded. Rachel then smiled, I'd say smiled evilly but that was more because of what she said next, "Don't do anything we wouldn't do, we'll be back soon. Oh wait, you can't do anything, can you?" The other three looked shocked, but Nat and I both gave a thumbs up to Rachel, and they left.

When the door was closed I turned to Nat and suggested "Since you're free anyway, do you want to clean up or use the bathroom and then I'll use all the equipment on you?" Nat nodded and got up to to the bathroom, I went into the main bedroom and got the straps and spreader bar and blindfold that had been left in a pile arranged, and when Nat returned I didn't say anything, just smiled and fastened her in place, then kissed her before blindfolding her again. I went back to the main room, and in a few minutes when our friends knocked, I was ready for round 2, the do-over reveal, or pretend reveal now, but it would still be hot.