New Beginnings

Chapter 16 

10/12/12

12 p.m 

Rules

What happened…what time is it? Fuck…their must’ve been something in that protein mix…I as I slowly awoke and took note of my surroundings, it was the same room with the purple lights but instead of being on the floor I was in the restraint chair that held me down during my head shave. I tried to move a bit but the straps and added rope held me down and when I tried to use my hands, there was a tublar type cover that was over them making them useless Wtf are these and when I tried to call for the man, my mouth was heavily stuffed with what felt like a cloth and sponge and thick tape going all around my mouth covered it all. I let out a few mmmppphh! But no response and then a few minutes later I heard the man’s strong sounding voice through the speaker telling me to pay attention to the wall and I did.

In front of me projected on the wall was the beginning of a PowerPoint that simply read Rules  on a white screen with a picture of nude man on all fours, shaved just like but with a smile and looking longingly at something. Who is he? Is he still alive? Was he kidnapped like me?

The screen then switched to a video and it showed someone in a dog costume, that was so elaborate and fully detailed that an untrained eye would assume it was an actual dog. The “dog” was smiling, barking and chewing on a toy then the man’s voice began to talk over the video.

“As you sit here watching this video I know you’re probably scared, exhausted and in denial about your new life but just know you won’t be alone on this journey from human to man’s best friend. You’ll have your master guiding you and showing you the way and yes there will be bad days and even days where you want to die but rest assured your Master will keep you safe from harm and harm from self as you make this transition. 

"Now the mutt you see in the background happily playing was Master’s first and his name was Dex. Dex was once like you, it had a job, a significant other and goals and dreams plus a family who cared about it but I delivered it from that burden and those burdensome attachments and turned Dex into a mindless pup who’s only concerned was pleasing his master and being happy.  Dex eventually was sold to a billionaire who made their money off electric cars and conquering space and is living a happy and fulfilling life with her. You mutt won’t be sold like Dex and the other two who came after it and neither will you be put down like the one before you."

Put down..what does he mean…killed..no…that can’t be…he wouldn’t do that

"You’ll be your masters life companion and in due time you’ll be a big brother to a new mutt. Now relax and let go of any apprehension and get ready to learn how Master expects you to act and behave going forward."

My stomach churned and my cheeks where burning and I could feel the hot tears coming down. None of this was right and it was unnatural. No one should be owning anybody. God why are you letting this happen and Dex I hope you’re ok and that you remember your humanity 

As the tears rolled down, rule number one shows up on the powerpoint in bold black print against a white screen;

1. Your voice does not matter

Forget human words from now on you will be expected to bark, whimper and grunt along with other animalistic sounds to express yourself accordingly and when permitted*

2.  Obedience and respect is expected at all times

Good boys listen and do what their owner asked even if there’s nothing in return. Going forward listen to you master and trust him and importantly respect him because he choose you and saw potential in you. He is your God and your world

3.  Eat what is given

*Master works hard to ensure his mutt has the best homemade food possible and that is his mutt is well feed and has the best nutrition possible. Refusal of food is a sign you don’t respect your master and secondly you’re disobedient.  And on some occasions as you fit more into your role Master might allow you scraps of his human food but that’s only for good boys

4.  No standing or walking

Unless given special permission or illness walking is prohibited. Mutt must be on all fours. Master will provide special padding for the mutts paws and knees to ensure safety and longevity of the mutt. 

5. No HUMPHING

Master knows this will be hard for the mutt as it isn’t neutered yet. But humphing of people, places and things is a reflection of Master’s training (his opinion on himself and others) and shows that he hasn’t gotten control of his dog.  Punishment for humphing will be swift and brutal. And no humphing will be permitted after the neutering.  The mutt will be expected to accept humping from other human turned dogs but NO humphing in return.

6. Cleanliness is mandatory

Right now as you train Master expects his mutt to be dirty but as training progresses Master will expect his mutt to clean itself with water, soap and a mini enema kit bulb that will be provided on a daily bases by Master. Also a safety razor will be provided when Master’s thinks you’re ready but till then Master will shave your entire body.  And as things get more normal and routine Master will inspect the mutt after each bathe to ensure cleanliness.

7.  Bladder Control

Master’s understands as you make the transition to human to pet that’ll it will want to pee and shit on its own terms and it’ll have accidents but once training starts the mutt will have to learn to pee and shit on Master’s time. Master’s knows it will be hard having to wait and that it does pose medical risk but in due time after training it’ll become normal and easier for it to pee and shit on a set schedule that helps the Master’s balance his time letting you out and also helps the Mutt avoid unnecessary “accidents”.   But for now the mutt will handle its business in the bucket provided by Master.

8.  Showing Master love

As you become more and more of a pup and eventually a full pup this will come naturally but Master expects you to show love and excitement towards him whenever he’s around. Running towards him, rubbing against him (NO HUMPHING), licking his boots, showing your belly for rubs etc. shows that you appreciate your owner and you thank him for saving you.  Master also expects the same treatment when being punished because it shows that you also appreciate his structure and willingness to make you a better pup.  Master has sacrificed a lot for you and all he ask is your obedience and loyalty. 

9. Gimp Wednesday and Sunday

While not a rule this does require them. On top of being a pup, Master expects you to be a rubber gimp on the days you aren’t being his dutiful dog. A gimp who loves rubber and being a slave. You will learn more about the Gimp role and rules when you training begins for it in the coming month.

10. Posture

Master expects his pup to be in proper form whenever he’s around and has guests. Pup will learn various dog poses such as kneel, sit, stay, etc as the training progresses and eventually once it sees his Master hand signals or hears a certain word it’ll know instinctually what to do and even on days when there’s no one around you might find yourself doing a random dog pose without thinking. 

11. NO ONE IS GOING TO SAVE YOU

Not a rule but a warning!!! Zac I know your head is full of bad human thoughts and you want to derail the mutt training’s, but Master has done everything possible for you not to escape but if that day comes and you corrupt my mutt and if by a miracle you make it outside and somehow get off this huge property and you find help they know to send you back and as for the police they’re in on what we do Hampshire and often make money off “pets and farm animals” being sold by the residents in this town. NO one is going to help you Zac and the quicker you accept that and let that dear sweet mutt come out fully this transition won’t be easy it’’ll be brutal but Master is good at breaking defiant mutts. 

As for your family and Angie they’ll move on and life will continue. Angie will eventually find love again and marry and your parents and brother they’ll mourn and at some point they’ll tell themselves he just ran away and in anger write you off for good. And soon you’ll forget them too and tell yourself during that process that they didn’t love you like Master does and Master saved me from them.*

THE END MUTT

My eyes quiver with tears and I scream into the tape the best I can and put my entire strength into bucking against the restraints that restrain to the chair. 

“MMMMMMMMMMPPHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMPPPPHHMMMMPPPPPHHHHHHPPPPPHHHHHHH!!!!!!!”

YOU SICK FUCK…FUCK FUCK!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU…

I’M FILLED WITH SO MUNCH ANGER TOWARDS GOD AND TOWARDS THIS MAN. I WANT TO THROW THINGS AND CHOKE THE MAN. I GOTTA GET HOME…I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS..I DON'T WANT TO BE A DOG OR WHATEVER A GIMP IS. GOD DON’T DO THIS ME PLEASE. I WANT TO BE A PHYSICISTS, A DAD, AN UNCLE AND HUSBAND..NOT THIS…

The hot tears keep coming and I keep bucking against the restrains and then comes a shock from the posture collar and I seize up and freeze. My head gets fuzzy and the lights go blurry again….no…no…no.. I fight not to pass out but I feel another shock much harder than the next and I seize up again and the last thing I see is the PowerPoint being turned off…