New Beginnings

Chapter 17

10/12/12

Past 12 pm

Limbs

I awake my head and body aching, the first thing I see is the dim light in my “new home” and I realize I’m on my back. I try and use my arms and legs to sit up but I can’t…Fuck did he cut those off and in the dimness of the room I can’t tell what’s keeping them from moving freely. 

I try again and this time I do manage to move something but it doesn’t feel like my limbs…it’s something heavy like logs. I scream in desperation Did he really cut my limbs and to my surprised there’s no gag. 

“Sir!! What did you do???!!!!!!! Please answer me!!”

Instead of answer the lights get brighter and I’m able to see more and the “logs” are my legs and arms bonded by black medical gauze…I quickly deduced that he bent both of my arms towards my respective shoulders and wrapped the gauze over it. And for my legs he put me in a crawl position and forced my legs upwards and wrapped that in gauze making it where I would have to crawl on knees and elbows. 

I try desperately to get off my back but I feel like a cockroach who’s been sprayed. On top of that my cock aches from the cage that surrounds it. It feels swollen and I want to jerk off badly.

I give up trying to sit up and lay there and the hot tears start forming Fuck Zac can you stop crying and in between sobs I beg the man to undo the gauze. 

“Sir…please undo this…I promise I’ll be good…”

I’m lying I won’t be good, ok maybe a little just till I can find his weakness; exploit it and escape even tho this fucking village would return me supposedly. 

Before I can beg again the metal door opens with the man holding a mirror, a metal cage for what I assume is for my cock and a leash.

SIR

The dumb mutt stopped trying to turn over and got quiet when it entered the room.  I walked towards my toys in hand. “You look perfect that way, too bad I plan on keeping you long term because otherwise you’d be in that position everyday till I decided to discard of you properly.”

“Mmm..mmm.murder?”

“No mutt, put down and given a proper disposal and scattering of remains”

It got quiet and turned its head and did its usual sobbing and whimpering.  As I stood over it and looked at its athletic body, which was slowly fading due to lack of gym, the thought of the process it took to get its forelegs and back legs in the medical gauze came back to me.

I had took it semi-conscious body due to the shocks out the restraint chair and in its confused state I put a tiny amount of chloroform in a rag over its nose to complete the process. It didn’t fight back and went limp after a few minutes. 

Then I dragged it to its home in the barn basement and laid its back first on the thin dirty mattress. And I quickly got to work. First I lifted both legs and bent them at the knee. With both knees up and looking as if I was ready to fuck it. I took white medical gauze and pushed its calves further towards its hips and began wrapping tightly and after about  4 or 5 rolls I added some light duct tape around it  and then added the black medical gauze. I did the same to the right leg..knees up, claves against the hips then white gauze, light duct tape and black gauze. 

I then forced the mutt on its stomach and put its hands out stretched. The mutt was in a downward dog type position except on its knees. I checked the wraps and added more gauze, that only its feet where viable and pointing outwardly.  For it’s forearms I bent one at a time and for each of them i bent the elbows having its arm/hands touch its shoulders and from there I wrapped them each in that position...now it was resting on its elbows and knees. 

Before taking it off the bed, I took a wet rag and wiped its asshole before applying lube to a plug and inserting it in. Then I put back on its posture collar and stand back and admire my job.

Now back in the present I stood the mutt up on its elbows and knees and held the mirror in front of it 

Seeing

I look in the mirror and get a full look of the horrors the man did to me. He’s wrapped my limbs completely and I can feel my knees and elbows pressing against the concrete floor wanting to be let out. I wince in pain and then the man yells “Walk towards me…” I glance over to where I hear its voice and he’s on the other side of the cell, his hands gesturing towards him, while he holding a leash. 

I slowly turn myself around trying not to wince, I take my first step…my left elbow shakily moves forward followed by my right elbow. I take short steps on knees and nearly fall over but I steady myself and soon I reach the man attaches the leash to the posture collar that forces me again to look forward only and no room to move my head or neck.   

The man then gently kicks me over and I’m back on my back cockroach style. I feel a sense of relief but I know this isn’t nap time. I try and lift my head up a bit but I can’t and I feel the man touching over my cock and fidgeting with the metal cock cage.  I feel it being removed and the sense of fullness comes over me again and I realize since being here I haven’t been able to touch myself and give myself a release or have Angie do it for me…

Relief

I remove the chastity cock cage and it’s cock looks swollen and in need of milking. I chuckle, and touch it to get see if I can get a whimper and instead I get a hesitant moan and soft “fuck” being whispered.

“You like that mutt..you want your owner to commit beastality and jack you off…well since you’re still a bit human, I won’t think of it as committing the b-word. I’ll give you your last jerk off because after that you won’t be allowed to cum anymore and as your cock cages get smaller you’ll be neutered.”

“PLEASE…I want to have children one day with Angie….you can’t do it this.”  it screams at me but I chuckle,

“I mean you where a smart human and those genes could be useful for breeding but I don’t consider you a smart mutt plus the last thing I need is your half of your DNA finding its way to a spit tube by any legal adopted child of yours in the future. You're better off being a neutered mutt and not having your weak of  genes continue.”

This riles the mutt up and it starts screaming incoherently and thrashing side to side like the roach it his.  

I sigh and stand up and leave the room. I’m not going to give that mutt a last jerk off but a nice chloroform rag and a nice muzzle. 

Alone

I’m numb inside and my voice is hoarse from screaming…All I can think of is Angie and how we’d two children max. I looked forward to, snotty noses and sleepless nights, school runs, making them sandwiches and giving my nephews cousins…and then play dates and giving them unique names…If I stay here I won’t get to that….

Breathe

The mutt is laying quietly on its back as I re-enter the barn basement soaked chloroform cloth in hand. I go behind it holding the rag behind me in my right hand and sit it up against me. It mumbles no and I raise my right hand over its nose..

All that screaming will cease I tell it and quickly put the rag over its nose and my left hand around its throat, its wrapped limps flapping back and forth.

The mutt’s face started turning red and I knew it wasn’t trying to breathe in the rag so I squeeze it’s throat and it got redder… “Oh mutt…is this how you want to go out…by being a dumb mutt…breathe you idiot..” 

Transport 

The sweet after taste of what was given to me to me on the night my world changed was on my lips. I’d been drugged again…

Fuck…My limbs are still bonded, my cock is throbbing and whatever metal cage is on it feels smaller than the last one….fuck…and now I’m in a another cage but this time the ground is moving…

It takes awhile but I realize I'm in hot metal cage and I’m being driven somewhere. I try screaming Sir but the thick muzzles prevents it. Zac think…no one’s gonna hear you so save your voice…

I say a small prayer to God asking him to protect me on this journey and that it gives me an opportunity to go home….or be with him and have no more pain…